I seem to be in a serious dilemma
I had a
mastectomyMastectomy
Mastectomy - series and implant simultaneously - 9 days ago. When I awoke, the dr told me that the implant could not be done due to damage to the chest muscle --- It appeared weak, damaged and yellowish rubbery texture.
Needless to say I was in
shockAcute respiratory distress syndrome
Cardiogenic shock
Electroconvulsive therapy
Hepatic ischemia
Hypoglycemia
Hypovolemic shock
Lithotripsy
Shock
Toxic shock syndrome to find no implant!
I felt the plastic surgeon had given me above average hope of a very successful implant. It appears both surgeon and plastic surgeon have never encountered this before and
simplySimply sleep closed me back up.
The consensus between my breast surgeon and plastic surgeon is that it may have been caused from
radiationCystitis - noninfectious
Radiation therapy - since I had a lumpectomy 10 years ago with
radiationCystitis - noninfectious
Radiation therapy and
tamoxifenTamoxifen
Tamoxifen citrate.
Is this type of damage common from radiation AND/OR is there any other way I could have resulted with the muscle damage - Perhaps from surgery, when I had a recurrance last Nov. resulting in a biopsy (removal of DCIS)at the same section of previous lumpectomy. The dr also removed a limpoma at the lower crease of this breast during this surgery.
I am slipping in a depression over this since I had agreed to do the mastectomy if I could have simultaneous reconstruction. I couldn't choose tummy flap since I had vertical scarring from an old surgery. The Shoulder tram flap is abhorent to me and now feel like my options have disappeared.............
It's inconceivable to me that any surgeon couldn't or didn't know of this possibility.
If one of you could be so kind as to render some thought on this mysterious damage to the chest muscle - I would be very grateful.
Thank you~