Hi and welcome to our community!
We will be happy to listen to your concerns.There are lots of wonderful members here who are ready to provide both information and support, including survivors who are generous in sharing their personal experiences.
Please keep all of yor related posts in one thread, so that: 1) all of your information will be available in one place, which helps us to provide better answers; 2) we will be able to see the answers that have already been given, so we do not duplicate our efforts; and 3) members interested in following you and your situation will know when additional developments have been discussed.
It will also help us to help you if you give us some direction by including some questions in your posts.
From your other recent post:
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Breast-Cancer/care/show/1678267
I gather that you are unhappy about your appearance following mastectomy. Tell us more: By "rec" did you mean that you have recovered, or that you had reconstruction? If so, have you shared your disappointment with your plastic surgeon?
We'll be waiting to hear from you again, with additional information about your situation--we care!
bluebutterfly