microcalcifications

Hi I had a breast biopsy in 2000, since then I have a mammogram faithfully yearly. 11-02-09 I had my yearly exam. A few days later my doctor called wanting me to have a second follow up exam on 11-11-09.  Today 11-17-09 I received a phone call from my doctors office wanting me to schedule for a biopsy due to microcalcifications which has increased in interval.  I am so scared. I question the lady who did my breast exam as to why microcalcifications wasn't mention last year.  Also why the radiologists didn't know about my previous biopsy.  Well to make a long story short she became very angry with this horrible attitude. I only wanted answers due to the nature of my situations. I just don't understand how or why a person in her profession would take a frighten womans questions in my situation personal. Needless to say she added to my problem.  I hope no other woman would have to go through what I had to go through with such an attitude today and also having to deal with being upset and scared to death. My biopsy is schudeled for thursday 11-19-09 this forum really helped me more than anyone will ever know god bless.

[japdip]

I won't even attempt to speak to the attitude of the woman you spoke to .... it just shouldn't happen but it does. Microcalcifications can be present without causing alarm and can within a year change enough that a biopsy is needed to determine the cause. They may very well have been there last year but weren't clustered or in such a number to mean anything in particular. I'm sure that you are aware that many biopsies done for calcifications return a benign result and let's hope this is true in your case. You just have to deal with "bad attitudes" however you can; some people have them and it usually has nothing to do with you or your situation but something that happened earlier in the day.  Take care ..

[ncmichigan]

I'm sorry you had such a bad experience, but try not to be too scared. I just had a
biopsy for microcalcifications in October. Most biopsies are benign. Microcalcifications aren't a problem if there are just a few and they're scattered. It's only when they are clustered that they require biopsy and most often this is the result of benign changes. You are being smart and vigilant to follow through on recommendations for the biopsy. It's natural to be nervous---I've had three in five years and was nervous through each one. Since you've already had one, you know what to expect and hopefully, the experience won't be too bad. You didn't say if you biopsy in 2000 was benign, but I'm hoping for a good result with this one. Stay strong and all the best.

[zouzi]

Hi there,
It's really so sad when professionals treat patients the way you were treated,especially knowing how scared people are when facing problems with their health...but what can we do,we need them and sometimes we encounter bad ones as well as very good and compassionate ones..Now, about the calcification found in your last mammogram,it's obvious that your doctor has found some changes in the calcification pattern and wants to proceed with a biopsy to make sure that everything is okay.You know that a biopsy is the sure way to find out exactly what's going on.Many biopsies for calcification..even with a BIRADS score 4,return a benign result.So,please don't worry too much (If possible) Tomorrow you'll go for the biopsy and once the procedure starts,you will feel more at ease because you will realize that it's really not that scary at all.I wish you all the best and please let us know about your results, that you will receive in a week or so.Good luck and God Bless....

[iam1butterfly]

It's unfortunate that you had that negative experience... as it would only add to one's anxieties. But, it's an aberration, I'm sure as the majority of health care professionals are just that, "professional" ... even, guarded in both what they say and, the manner in which they convey.
As for microcalcifications, they are rarely cancerous; but they are an abnormality which should always be checked out and closely monitored whenever they appear or whenever changes are noted.
I also have microcalcifications (right breast)... they've been biopsied twice within a 4 year period... both times, the pathology returned with benign findings. Hopefully, your pathology will return will equally favorable results. Take care and good luck with your upcoming procedure.

[specialmom]

Hello,  I too had a benign finding from calcifications taken during biopsy.  It is a scary time indeed.  And the waiting after biopsy is very long even if it is short.  Do some nice things for yourself the next couple of days, be kind to  yourself.  Odds are that your findings will be benign and if, heaven forbid, they are not. . . you now know that this may not be the office for you.  I had a rude receptionist when I went in for my biopsy that made me feel very bad (all about some paperwork I was to bring with me but since I had my biopsy so quickly, it never made it to me by mail, thus I didn't have it when I arrived.  She let me know she was unhappy about this.  I was already a nervous wreck there for biopsy, cut me some slack!).  I would have to think about if I were treated for cancer which would be a very sensative time in my life if I would want
to deal with people that aren't sensative about what I am going through.  Food for thought but hopefully you will not have to make that decision.  I wish you the best and don't forget that ice pack!  Good luck.

[faithhealing]

The biopsy I had in 2000 was benign but I had a stereotactic breast biopsy 11-19-09 approximately 7 days after microcalcifications were found on my mammo. I'm very sorry to hear that many women have to wait weeks after learning of class 4. Waiting 7 days was filled with worry and lack of sleep. My biopsy went extremely well and I was never in any discomfort.  I only felt a little pressure and slight burning sensation. The stick of the needle was a little ackward, over all laying on my stomach was quite comfortable. Since I had to keep my head turned to my left I asked for a pillow and almost snoozed. However, after hearing most test come back 85% benign my test were positive for breast cancer this time around. I'm blessed that it was caught early. I'm a stage 0.  I hear it's 100% cureable. Is that true? I also hear that the cancer could return if so a mastectomy is the only solution. Is that true?  I will also have to have radiation treatments. My lumpectomy is schedule for Dec 01 only 6 days after learning I had breast cancer. I can't imagine anyone having to wait and worry any longer. The wait is truly filled with anxiety my faith keeps me going.

[faithhealing]

I also want to say specialmom fits you well.Thanks for the ice pack tip boy did I need it. My breast was swollen if only both could be that size I would be a hot number lol. Thanks for sharing your rude experience it helps to know someone can relate. Thanks specialmom you eased my pain.

[sophie305]

I just discovered this site this evening and notice you will be having your surgery on Tuesday the 1st.  I wish you the very best and hope you will keep in touch as you travel this journey.  I will be having a stereotactic biopsy on Wednesday the 2nd after receiving a call from my doctor almost a month after the diagnostic mammo was done...increased microcalcifications, absent in 2008, but increased since the screening mammo in Feb09.  Given the strong history of breast cancer in my family, I'm preparing myself for DCIS but who knows, it may just be another step toward the inevitable, but not there yet.  Please keep up updated, faithhealing, on your progress.

[faithhealing]

Hi Sophie305, thanks for responding. I was a nervous reck the day of my stereotactic biopsy last week 11-19-09 but it wasn't that bad at all. They have you lay on your stomach for approximately an hr and your breast hangs through a hole in the operating table(talk about new technology)  but I asked for a pillow which helped me. The worst part was the stick of the needle and I felt a little burning sensation not much to complain about when the doctor injucted the novocaine and started the procedure. Please stay positive speak positive words and try to have positive thoughts about your biopsy. I know its easily said than done and I'm struggling with it but I catch myself and start over. If this will help you any please know there is no breast cancer in my family history. I'm the first and thats why am so floored but I have to keep my faith and pray daily.  I wont lie and tell that I am  not afraid to have my Lumpactomy this Tuesday but I have faith that I will ok and 100% cured because they caught it early I'm stage 0. I will take time to pray for you now Sophie305 ----------------- ok I'm done with the prayer I asked god to keep his arms around us sophie305, to free us from all illness and to keep us positive and strong not just me and you but every woman on this forum with the same problems as we have. Stay strong I wish you well as I know you wish the same for me. please let me know how your biopsy go and I will let you know how my surgery goes. peace and much love faithhealing

[sophie305]

Dear faithhealing,
Thank you for your prayers tonight.  I will be praying and thinking of you over the next few days as we travel this road with all other women in this forum.  You will be in my thoughts and prayers as you prepare for your lumpectomy and recovery.  You are going to be 100% okay because it is so early.  My mother had a partial mastectomy for DCIS in 1990 with radiation afterwards; back then it was considered a "new" kind of treatment with little information on survival rates since it was still so new.  It's 19 years later and there's never been a recurrence for her.  Get lots of rest over the next couple of days and let God take over.  I'll be waiting to hear from you when you're back home and able to write.  Til then I wish you strength and peace.

[faithhealing]

Thank you so much sophie305.  You have touched my heart and I'm glad you contact me. Remember I will be thinking of you while you're getting your stereotactic biopsy on Wednesday the 2nd. Please stay as still as possible when they are performing your biopsy so they can get as much microcalcifications out as possible. Like I said it’s not that bad.  You will hear sounds like you would hear at the dentist when getting a filling or dental work sort of like a drill you will feel pressure just like when you are having a mammo and something that sounds like a loud electric stapler when stapling papers but do not move and everything will be ok.  Stay in faith and prayers and you shall be healed. I really believe that but thanks to people like you and forums like this I have good encouragement. Please keep in touch. I will not be able to respond after surgery for awhile but I will be thinking of you. God Bless you my dear sincerely, faithhealing.

[sophie305]

Dear faithhealing,
Thanks so much for the best information and advice I've gotten on my upcoming biopsy.  Armed with your advice, I won't be suprised at the strange sounds and feelings, and I'll try to keep as still as possible for the duration.  I hope it goes quickly and that they're able to get the results before the weekend...although I suspect it won't be until Monday that I hear anything.  We'll see.  In the meantime, I'm keeping busy with Christmas shopping for my granddaughter and grandson, and preparing for a new little one...my daughter's first....a boy due to arrive in March.  Today I bought a Christmas tree, and am trying to "get in the spirit."  Tomorrow back to work and I'll be so busy the next couple of days I'll have little time to think of anything else.  I will, however, keep you in my thoughts on Tuesday.  Write whenever you're back to feeling up to it.  Best, sophie305

[faithhealing]

Hey Sophie305, Just want to wish you good luck again tomorrow. I forgot to tell you they may do another mammo after ther biopsy. They have to check to make sure that little chip that they leave in is in place.  Dont worry it will not hurt due to your biopsy because you will still be  filled with novocaine. I didn't have surgery today. The girl made a mistake with schedueling. It was a mess they had me wait for over 30mins claiming not to know about my scheduled surgery. Finally a lady more knowledgeable stepped in and found out Katie made a mistake by setting up appt., for surgery before making appt. for my MRI, Blood work, EKG and chest Xray. So I had all that done today except for my MRI that will be done on the 7th. I had to go in the infusion center to get my blood work done. Sophie there is where I had an awakening. Women and men were in there with breast cancer some whom had chemo and their hair has come out and others who've had their breast removed.There was this old gentleman in there.  He were asleep from pain meds.  Sophie he snored so loud it scared me. It sounded like a grizzly bear. His nice little wife sat there smiling very pleasantly. lol I know I'm more blessed than ever because my cancer is a stage 0.  I do not need chemo only radiation everyday for 6 weeks after surgery. Now my new surgery date is on the 15th at 9.45a.m It really upset me but I decided to look at it as a blessing because my original doctor is out of town until the 10th so this other doctor thats not as experience were going to do my surgery. Now my doctor who's been a breast surgeon for 26yrs and shes the director and founder of the breast Itt., will be able to do it. Thanks for your prayers all I can say is prayer works because I feel great about the mix up. Please know I will be praying and thinking of you tomorrow. faithhealing.

[sophie305]

Good evening, faithhealing...I was so surprised to hear from you this evening until I read further down to see the mix-up that happened today re your surgery.  That must have been SO frustrating to deal with at the time, after you were mentally/emotionally prepared for the procedure, then have to wait some more.  But as you say, everything happens for the best, and the new date provides the benefits you mentioned.  Thanks for the mammo update...at this point I figure it's in God's hands and I won't be surprised at anything that happens tomorrow.  My good friend has offered to go to the appt with me so I'm not alone; everyone seems to think I shouldn't be going alone and I'm thinking what's the big deal....there will be plenty of need for help from friends and family should this thing turn out to be what I now refer to as "my turn" as I will be the first of my generation...the third generation of breast cancer...my grandmother and a couple of her siblings, then 3-4 of their children including my mom in 1990 and my aunt (her sister) in 2004.  My turn indeed.  

Your experience today had to have been one of those "defining moments" when you realize that no matter what your situation, you can focus on the good that will come from it and how blessed your really are.  You've caught it early!  A colleague of mine went through the cancer experience with his wife (lung cancer) a year ago and is quite fond of Monty Python's (eeek) "Always look on the Bright Side of Life" and sang it to his wife often while she was in the hospital.  And...take it one step at a time, one day at a time.  We'll follow that advice...that along with prayers and positive mindset...how can we go wrong??  I'll let you know how it goes tomorrow.  Best, sophie

[sophie305]

Well it's all over but the results.  I couldn't have asked for more gentle and compassionate care from everyone I met yesterday....the breast cancer education manager, the radiologist, two technicians and the surgeon.  They were incredible, spending as much time with me as I needed, answering my questions, reassuring me, explaining every single step of the process.  And, it was just about pain-free!  Except for that 5th sample, a real ziner, which just about had me airborne off the table it hurt so bad....apparently hit a nerve or something within the tissue; they quickly reacted with additional Lidocaine and luckily the samples already collected were so good there was no need to go any further.  Very little discomfort a couple of hours after the procedure but today no pain at all.  Now I just have to wait for the results....

[sophie305]

Just a quick note tonight...got my results this evening and it's DCIS.
On to the next steps....

[faithhealing]

Hi, I'm so glad your experience went well even though the 5th sample was painful but they got on top of it right away awesome! Yeah as you know mine was DCIS also but we will continue to pray. I had my MRI today so now the next step is the Lumpectomy on the 15th.  I have to be at the surgery center at 7:30 but the actual surgery starts at 9:45a.m.  The MRI wasn't to bad laying still on your stomach is the big part not to mention the IV with that cold stuff going in your veins. I hate needles.  I almost froze but they gave a nice warm blankey. Hey you wanna hear something funny. The nurse didn't tell me that I may feel a sensation from the stuff they put in the IV. Guess where I felt it at hahaha in my cuddy pepper (private) lol If you've had one I know you know what I mean. It felt sort of like I had wet my undies. lol

My little niece gave birth today. She's 20yrs old.  Her husband and his parents are wonderful. It's amazing how beautiful birth is. We are strong women and we will get through this so keep your faith and stay in prayer. Please keep me posted. So good luck god bless. Peace and love,  faithealing.

[sophie305]

Hi, good to hear from you....your MRI experience made me laugh, and goodness knows we need to keep a sense of humor in the coming days.  I meet with the surgeon on Wednesday to review biopsy results, talk some more and schedule surgery.  It will be a lumpectomy and radiation as long as there's nothing in the right breast also (it's been almost a year since THAT mammo and I want to know that it's clear before making any final decisions about surgery).  Today was first day at the office since diagnosis; surprised at how difficult it was to focus on work.  My boss and owners were so concerned and supportive it brought me to tears for the first time since this started.  I guess I'm still absorbing the reality....can't believe this has actually happened.  Maybe this is just a bad dream?  

Gotta get some sleep...tomorrow is the office "holiday" party and I'm supposed to lead the singing...there's plenty of humor in that!  Stay strong...stay at peace.  Best, sophie

[KA6823]

I ran across this forum and I have to go for a biopsy for microcalcifications. I have two groups. They are not new. They were seen in 2006 when they were watching another group, 2008 and werent too concerned and then 2009 with the digital and CAD machine. I have two groups within a couple inches of each other. Does that mean I have cancer that is 2 inches long? I am sick...just sick. I go for a biopsy. She is letting me wait until first week in Jan for it due to holidays. I just lost my mom and didnt want to ruin my family's holiday. Ever heard of two clusters in one breast?

[ncmichigan]

Yes, I had two clusters on the right and had them removed after needle localization in October. Fortunately, my biopsy was LCIS. It's not completely benign, but not invasive cancer either. I will be having an MRI in February and then probably start on tamoxifen. So far, the worst has been stopping my estrogen/testosterone. It was really low dose, but enough to control the hot flashes and mood swings, that are now back. I'm adjusting and staying positve and I know you will too. Focus on your family and the holidays and pamper yourself a little until the biopsy. Try not to worry yourself sick, stay strong and I hope your outcome is benign.

[KA6823]

I have never been on estrogen because of calcifications for years. I have had them watched off and on and one biopsy many years ago but those didnt look like these.

Congrats on your results. Thanks for the positive wishes.

Is nc for North Carolina?

[ncmichigan]

Hi, KA,
No, the nc is for "Norah C" and I'm from Michigan. (And a huge U of M fan, even though they've been kindof "sucky" the last couple years! LOL!) Are you in North Carolina? If so, I'm sure your weather is a lot better than ours right now!
In any case, please take care and try to enjoy the holidays. What is, is and
worrying about it won't change it.
Hugs to you from MIchigan!

[faithhealing]

Hi Sophie, I'm happy I was able to make you laugh that’s awesome. It's really makes you feel good when people show that they really care. I see you're back at work and ready to lead sing that is wonderful. The office party should be lots of good food, laughs and conversation, which will be good for you.

My MRI showed a suspicious area possible microcalifications in my left breast, so now I must have a MRI biopsy on my left breast. I had a mammo view and an ultra sound today both came back negative thank god prayer and faith works. Just to be on the safe side I'm scheduled for a MRI biopsy tomorrow. The radiologist says there's only a 10% chance that the test will come back positive. He feels strong about it by the way the ultrasound looks. They're not taking any chances since it’s in the same area of my left breast as my right breast. So I'm back to the hospital in the morning. I'm just grateful that they are on top of this. They wanted to get all the testing done before my Lumpectomy on the 15th. Keep your faith you are going to do well with your Lumpectomy. Like always you are in my prayers peace and love faithhealing.

[faithhealing]

Hi KA6823, I’m very sorry to hear that you lost your mom. Yes I've heard of two clusters in the same breast but keep your faith until your biopsy comes back. Just by your message I take it that your doctors haven’t said you were positive for cancer because you haven't had your biopsy as of yet. So think positive.  I know the wait is the worst. I learned that my right breast was positive for cancer the day before Thanksgiving. I was sitting in my car at Sam’s getting ready to finish my holiday shopping usually my mom goes with me every year just so happen this year she weren’t feeling well. So, when I got the call from my doctor’s office that my biopsy tested positive I was alone. I sat and cried off and on texting and calling family members and friends for approximately an hour before I pulled it together to get out of my car to do my shopping. I was just like you not wanting to ruin their holiday so I sat cried and decided I needed to let them know in order to get through the holiday because they will since that something is wrong. I’m glad I told them because they really cheered me up. Just something for you to think about.  I’m still waiting to have the Lumpectomy on the 15th., because my doctor is just getting back from out of town from thanksgiving vacation not to mention they messed up scheduling.  I learned of having microcalifiaction November 11, 2009 but wasn’t scheduled for my biopsy until the 19th. , So I know what you mean by being sick but be of good courage and stay prayful it may not seem like it’s working but it is. I had a MRI on the 8th, which showed suspicious for microcalifacations in my left breast in the same area as my right breast. I tell you KA6823 I just about passed out but I hung in there thank goodness I only had to wait till today to have my ultrasound and mammo view of my left breast. They told me my results were negative for my left breast before I left the breast center, which was a huge relief, but I must have a MRI biopsy in the morning to be on the safe side before the Lumpectomy of my right breast on the 15th. You are in my prayers stay strong peace and love faithhealing.

[KA6823]

You have certainly been positive. Please let me know how things go for you. I am praying hard for you tonight. Do you know what kind of cancer your microcalcifications are? I keep hearing they are early stage?

God Bless and Lord take care of us all...

[sophie305]

Dear faithhealing,
Who would have thought a month ago that we would be here in this forum sharing such similar experiences.  My lumpectomy is scheduled for December 15 also, and I got a call from the surgeon's office yesterday to come in for an ultrasound as a result of the mammo on my right breast (which I'd convinced the surgeon to do since it's been 10 months since it was last screened).  The ultrasound showed nothing so the tech did further pictures (wow was my breast flattened in that machine!) for the radiologist to review and I won't get results until sometime Monday.  This little episode put me over the edge for the first time since this all started, and brought me to tears.  Just when I felt I had a handle on the "game plan," I find I really know nothing about what will really happen next.  And tonight I'm convinced that the man I've been seeing for almost 10 years (that's a story for a different forum) is really not going to be much support to me when it gets down to it.  He just left my place tonight and I almost feel like I don't even care if he ever comes back.  This is my fight, and thank the Lord I have family and friends who care more about me than he does.  I just have to get back to my positive mindset.  Not sure what's going to happen next..what the results will be on breast #2 or whether the surgery will go forward or if they'll want to do a biopsy on #2 first.  I've never heard of something like this happening to both breasts at the same time!  Say a prayer for me...tonight I could use a hug and a prayer.  thanks, sophie

[KA6823]

Dear Sophie305, I read your comments tonight and I am so upset with your friend. My best friend had breast cancer several years ago and her husband left her. I learned from that you can only really depend on your friends anyway. Friends are our chosen family.

My husband is very looks conscious and I told him flat out if I have cancer, I will go for a mascetomy and reconstruction. I told him if he gets to where he cannot handle it, so be it.

Let us hear your results. I chose to wait until first of year for my biopsy, I just have a feeling it is not going to come back benign and I really wanted to enjoy my holidays with my family and concentrate on each other since the loss of my mom in Sept and not have them worrying about me. The radiologist was fine with it and never flinched so I am going to have some "CHRIST"mas time this year

We all need to hang in with each other. We women deal with a lot issues caused by gender but we also care about each other. One thing about it, you arent in it alone...and dont let your friend put you in it lonely either.

[sophie305]

Dear KA,
Thanks so much for your kind words last night.  I hope to hear from the surgeon tomorrow afternoon about breast #2 and will learn then if we go forward with surgery on breast #1 or wait.  I suspect they will move forward with the surgery.

You are a strong and brave person to be able to wait until after the holidays for your biopsy...I couldn't have stood the waiting!  I wanted to know what was going on as soon as I could.  Of course, I understand how losing your mom just 3 months ago would make you feel that you need some time to adjust...one thing at a time.  The first Christmas without your parent can be pretty hard.  The first Christmas without my dad we took my mom and children to Disney World so we wouldn't have to be at home with the memories.  My dad died when I was only 27 and my children were 5 and 7.  Missing him came at strange times when I least expected it, as well as when the children reached special milestones reached special milestones in their lives.

If your tests do show that something is wrong, don't discount the lumpectomy and radiation course of treatment. Statistics show that both L&R and mastectomy have just about equal survival rates, and there's a new radiation treatment called partial breast irradiation that is only 5 days, 2 times a day....radiation is done internally to the lumpectomy site.  Not everyone can have it depending on what all is involved with our specific cases, and I'm sure there's some downside (e.g., breast engorgement, discomfort,etc.) but let's face it...none of this is exactly fun anyway, and it could be a lot worse.  

Listen to me....like I'm an expert at any of this....I still don't know what I'm facing.  Today a lumpectomy, tomorrw mastectomy....who knows what will ultimately happen.  It's hard to have so many unknowns...I'm used to planning and organizing and this little "situation" has certainly taught me that I have to let go and let God.  I say it to everyone else, but now I have to walk my own talk.

Take care, KA.  
To faithhealing.....good luck on TUESDAY!!
God bless us one and all, sophie

p.s., my "friend" did call last night to apologize.  We met for church this a.m. and had breakfast with my mom and brother, now he's going back home in another state....he's worked out of state for most of the years we've been seeing each other...now in state #3...and comes home on most weekends.  Of course he can't be here for my surgery.  of course.  No surprise.

[KA6823]

Thinking of you today...Let us know how you are when you are up to it.

[faithhealing]

Hey Sophie, how are you? My Lumpectomy went well how about yours my dear? The worst part was the IV. All I remember was being pushed into the operating room the next thing I knew my doctor said, “I’m done your surgery went well.” I replied, “Put you haven’t started yet!” lol Everyone at the surgery center were so comforting and kind. They just spoiled me something terribly that alone is playing a big part in my healing process. We all need that in some of our darkest times in life.  I feel better today just a little sore. How about you? You know Sophie it is very strange how some men react to certain situations because my boyfriend (I'm no longer married) shied me when I told him about my DCIS (breast cancer) I was very hurt and a few days later I found this site. I must say talking to you all have really given me an uplift in spirit. He called later that day stating his mom past 6 months after learning that she had breast cancer but he never shared that with me.  Sometime men react to things like boys because they do not know what to say at the time.  I really don't understand because I still feel a difference in him humm but you know what, that’s the least of my worries now.  I've gotten pass that because self comes first not that it doesn't bother me from time to time because it does but I decided not to let it consume me. Also Sophie my best girlfriend every time I call her to update on my situation she changes the subject or rushes off the phone so you see its not only men but some silly women as well. So, I decided not to inform her anymore. She left me a voice message stating that she loved me and she appreciate me always being there for her especially when her husband left her for another woman but she's having problems out of her oldest son.  She claims that’s why she's doesn’t return my calls like she say she’s going to.  I feel it's a lame excuse but you know what times like this let you know who your real friend are. I do not expect her to be here for me like I've been for her but I would have thought that she of all people would be here the most. I'm to blessed to be bitter so like they say (WHATEVER!)

I don't know if you believe in nature herbs or not but I went to the herb store when I first learned that I tested positive. I started on two herbs called Lapacho and Essiac. Both have a history of cures and great testimonies for all different types of cancer as well as breast cancer. Even cures of cancer that radiation and chemo didn’t cure. Also I do a cold press with Castor Oil.  What you have to do is saturate a wool flannel natural unbleached cloth lay it over the area of the cancer/lump then put a heated pad over it for approximately an hour or more.  I do this daily.  I figure it doesn’t hurt to try. Google it or ask your local herb store about it then make a decision. peace and love faithhealing.

[sophie305]

Dear faithhealing,
Glad to hear your surgery went well yesterday...mine also.  Actually now, this is the THIRD time I've tried to write this posting...other 2 have been lost in cyberspace.  So I think I'll keep it short and sweet this time.

So much for those fair weather friends of ours...you learn who your real friends are when you go through a personal trauma.  I felt that when I went through my divorce almost 10 years ago, so these days I know who I can rely on!  My beautiful daughter was with me throughout the day yesterday, brought me home, got my meds, and then my bestest friend came over to stay with me through the night.  We ate, talked and laughed, slept reasonably well, and spent the morning over breakfast, more talk and laughter.  We both needed a nap by 12:30!  I hope you have such a friend to stand by you during all this.

KC, when you're ready we'll be there for you!

Take care, sophie

[KA6823]

Sophie and Faithhealing, I am so happy to hear that both of yours went well. Merry Christmas for sure. Let me hear how you are feeling as the week goes by.

So will be there any radiation next? I do believe in herbs by the way. I used it for my sciatic nerve that never got better with prescription meds and for neuralgia in my head that never got better with meds either.

God is good and his arms are open to all of us. I hope I dont show any cancer but if I do, I pray for it to be insite.

Prayers to both of you...

[sophie305]

Dear KA and Faithhealing,
The first couple of days I was pretty energetic but yesterday afternoon I think I overdid it..decided to go out for a manicure/pedicure and ended up exhausted....albeit lookin' good!  I've done nothing today but rest and knit, no energy to work from home.  Breast is a little sore since yesterday...not bad just occasionally uncomfortable.

My surgeon called tonight to say he'd heard from the pathologist who said the report wouldn't be ready until Monday...there were lots of slides of tissue that he's studying for margins.  Surgeon said not to take this as any indication that something is wrong...only that they're checking everything.  

Yes, KA, radiation will follow.  I've been told I may be a candidate for partial breast irradiation (sometimes called Mammosite) but now I'm not so sure that's the best choice....there is alot out there about how great it is but still plenty of opinion that it's not been used long enough to provide enough survival data as compared to standard rad therapy.  I have an appt with radiation oncologist on 29Dec09 so I'll find out then.

Time to go back to rest...I feel so lazy...but I'm sure I'll be ready to go to work by Monday.  Prayers and peace to both, sophie

[faithhealing]

Just a quick note to say hi! Thanks so much I just read your note today it lift my spirit to know that people like you guys care.  I'm waiting for my pathology report now but my surgeon will remove the stitches Monday. Take care faithhealing.

[sophie305]

Dear faithhealing,
Happy to hear your stitches are coming out tomorrow.  Perhaps you'll also get your path results tomorrow as well.  I'm hoping to hear my results tomorrow as well so we can compare notes.  My stitches are supposed to dissolve but I've not been able to take the dressing off yet.  I guess I just don't want to see it yet.  How is your energy level?  I can't believe how tired I still feel.  Of course the snow and gloom don't help much.  I've decided I'm going to work from home tomorrow rather than take the chance of commuting into the city only to get there totally worn out.

Good luck tomorrow, sophie

[KA6823]

I am hoping and praying for you both today. Women are so strong, they really are. You are both in my deepest prayers and are well on your way to healing and bouncing back. I feel tired and diddnt even have surgery. I think the weather and time of year pushes us to our max. I love snow, and I took this snow as a good omen.

Fingers crossed for both of you while on bended knee.

[sophie305]

Hello KA,
Good to hear from you and thank you for your prayers!  Good news last night that margins are clean and I'll be moving to next phase of radiation.  Appointment with radiation oncologist on Tuesday the 29th.  Take some time to rest during this busy season...you'll want to build up your strength for January snows and whatever may be in God's plan for 2010.  Have a beautiful Christmas with family and friends and keep in touch.  God bless, sophie

[KA6823]

Great news. I know you are relieved. I hope to hear from faithhealing soon. I will enjoy my holiday. Keep me in your prayers. God Bless your wonderful results.

Merry Christmas and Blessed New Year

[faithhealing]

Hey Sophie305 and KA6823 I've been with my sister since noon during last minute christmas shopping and I just wanted to take time out to wish you guys a merry christmas.

Sophie thanks so much on the info about the bra. I've been wearing a sports bra but its not that great for sleeping. I will certainly check into getting one like yours. Comfort while sleeping is what I'm missing.  Yes isn't it strange how we're both on the same appointment scheduling? I'm so happy for you and your good news lets continue to pray peace and love faithhealing.

[sophie305]

To faithhealing and KA,
Just returned from my daughter and son-in-law's Christmas Eve celebration....good time with family and friends and time away from even THINKING about BC.  Just wanted to leave a message that I'm thinking about you and wishing you both a very blessed and peaceful Christmas.  Best, sophie

[faithhealing]

Hey Sophie, hope all is well an that you had a wonderful christmas. We're almost at the new year!  My appointment was cancelled today and rescheduled for January 12th with the oncologist.  Once again the doctor is out of town for the holiday and will not return until after the new year. So, how did your appointment with your oncologist go?

[faithhealing]

Hi there KA6823. I hope you had a merry Christmas. I know this is a hard time for you right now but like all things this to shall pass.  I'm finally at a point where I'm not worried daily about this unexpected/unfortunate scary thing that has seemed to have snuck up on us. My oncologist appointment was cancelled and rescheduled. I can't wait to hear from Sophie so she can let me know what to expect. I thought about you Christmas day and prayed that you were holding up with not telling your family until after the holidays. Like always keep your spirit up. Peace and love faithhealing.

[sophie305]

Dear faithhealing and KA,
Well, it's post-Christmas and time to continue treatment consults...had my consultation with the radiation oncologist today and I like him very much.  He spent a good deal of time with me explaining (and drawing pictures) breast cancer in general and specifically my DCIS diagnosis and path results.  He agreed that the mammosite option was probably not the best option for me and explained everything about the standard rad treatment, what to expect, etc.  Before finalizing anything though, he wanted to discuss my case with the surgeon and the pathologist because of the 1mm margin area from the path report.  So I should know more he said by Thursday noon.  Then we set up 2 "planning" sessions a few days apart...one for all the measurements and whatever else there is, and the second for a "dry run" simulation to make sure everything is set up.  Treatment would start then probably around the 2nd or 3rd week of January.  Also, he mentioned the shorter version of treatment now used for DCIS, the "Canadian" option which is higher rad doses over shorter duration...total radiation is less than the standard 5 weeks plus 1 week boost.  I think he said 3 weeks plus 1 week boost.

Anyway, it looks like there are a few more days of waiting and wondering, but frankly, ladies, after the past month, it seems I'm getting better at coping with the waiting and wondering...not as anxious as during those first couple of weeks.

However (and this is a big one), as I listened to him I began to realize this IS REAL.  I really DO have to go through this radiation stuff.  I DO have cancer...perhaps as they say a "good" kind of cancer since it's non-invasive, but still have to go through treatment to prevent the Big C Invasion.  Later today as I was out and about it hit me right between the eyes.  This is REALLY happening and this is going to be with me the rest of my life.  Wow.  I really will be a survivor once I get through it all.

And you will too!  When are your appts?
Best, sophie  

[faithhealing]

Hey Sophie, I'm up later than normal. I'm so happy that your cancer was non-invasive so was mine when the radiologist explained that to me right before prep on surgery day I was able to breath alot better knowing that the cancer had not traveled out side the milk ducts. I'm with you on this waiting game it's less stressful now after all we've been through with waiting and not knowing. We have jumped the big hurdle. Thank god for that. My appointment was cancelled and rescheduled for January 12th with the oncologist and I'm scheduled for another consultation with my doctor at the breast center on the 29th.  Radiation should follow in the first week of February. All of these appointments are a bit confusing. I really wish they had another medical treatment other than radiation but I realize I’m blessed that I do not have to have chemo.  Like you I’m in a dream like state that I will also be a breast cancer survivor the first in my family ever. On to better and brighter days, your new found friend, faithhealing.

[KA6823]

Hey girls. I really took time off from everything. Now back to work and back to thinking and planning. I will call next week and set up my biopsy. I am scared. I think you both are sooo very blessed you have insite. That is very curable.

Did either of you have the type of microcalcificaitons noted on your mammo? Amophoric or pleo something? Just curious...

You both are on the road to strong healthy living. There is a reason why yours was found early. Be blessed...That is so wonderful. I hope I am so lucky.

God bless, Happy New Year...and keep me and my biopsy in your prayers. Prayer works....Just look at both of you......

[sophie305]

Hello KA,
I did have microcalcifications that had increased from the last diagnostic mammo six months prior.  I looked back at the report at that time and it didn't mention pleomorphic or amorphous...just "increasing microcalcifications ...that are indeterminate...cannot exclude the possibility of DCIS.  Stereotactic guided biopsy of the calcifications is advised for further evaluation.  ACR Category 4 - suspicious abnormality"

I'm happy to hear you're going to schedule your biopsy very soon.  I will keep you in my prayers so that you can get scheduled quickly to avoid the torture of waiting and wondering which is so difficult.  God bless, KA.  Sophie

[KA6823]

Hey Sophie. I am working overnight again. I appreciate your looking at your report and sharing it with me. I know you are glad all of that is behind you and you have something that is extremely curable. I have a sister that is an administrator of a oncology radiation clinic and she has had 4 biopsies in the past and her last was dysplasia. She is watched closely and could possibly never turn into cancer. She says women do extremely well with insite results. You are blessed. I hope I will be as blessed. I do not have a good feeling. I wasnt being watched every 6 months this time.

Hope you and Faithhealing are great and excited about the new year. Take care and keep me in your prayers..I feel that you are and I appreciate it.

[faithhealing]

Hi KA6823, I was diagnosed with microcalifications category 4 stage 0 suspicious abnormality also but the biopsy showed that the microcalifications had not increased but biopsy showed DCIS in the cluster shape and were located in the ducts. I’ve been so tired here lately.  I guess it’s from the stress of it all and the healing from the surgery.

It’s very normal for you to feel the way that you do, due to not knowing. I had mixed emotions during the waiting period but like you stated prayer works and I will continue to pray for you my dear. You are so blessed to have a sister in that field. I’m sure she will shed light for you during your waiting period keep your faith and take care of yourself. faithhealing

[faithhealing]

How are you? I don't know if you or Sophie still come on the forum or not. I haven't been on here in awhile myself.  Just want you to know that I still think of you. I'm passed the scare of it all but I still keep you in my prayers. Would you believe I just started radiation Thursday?  My oncologist is good but slow. In the beginning she went out of town, as well as my surgeon.  I Guess that’s what happens when your appointments are scheduled during the holidays. Peace and Love faithhealing.

[faithhealing]

Hey Sophie how are you?  You should be done with your radiation treatments by now.  Would you believe I just started my treatments Thursday?  My oncologist went out of town the week I was due to start at the same time as you. I don't know, I guess this is the result of having appointments during the holidays because my surgeon went out of town back in December when I were due to have surgery.  Anyway, Just wanted to touch bases with you. I don't know if you got my last message a few weeks ago or not since I didn't hear from you.  I haven't been on the forum in weeks myself. I've been stressed waiting for my treatments to start now that they’ve finally started my spirit is back up. Take care, Faithhealing. Oh my first treatment left me very tired.  How about you? I message KA6823 hopes she's doing well.  I felt her vibe as to how frighten she was. She was like I was when I first found out.

[sophie305]

This is so very strange!  I haven't been on this site for such a long time as I've been on breastcancer.org discussion board for patients who stated rads in January.  You may want to check it out as it's a good source of sharing and information on side effects, tips and just general support.  

Anyway, faithhealing, I was thinking about you today and decided to come on line to see what's going on, and there you are!  Talk about spirit guidance!  I'm glad to see you've finally started treatments and I too wonder how KA6823 is doing.  If she's out there I hope she checks in as well.

My rads are the Canadian fraction....16 tx plus 3 boosts.  Friday was tx #13 and I had a CT scan for measurements and prep for the boosts to start on Thursday.  As far as SEs, so far I'm just a wee bit pink and have been using the gel they onc nurse gave me when I started treatment.  It's a prescription gel called RadiaPlex and I use it morning and night.  My tx sessions were at 3:45 and recently changed to 3:30 as 2 patients completed their tx.  As far as fatigue, I've been so busy with commuting back and forth to work/treatments, preparing for the big baby shower for my daughter (which was last Saturday and a huge success if i do say so myself), it's hard to tell if my fatigue is from tx or life!  I've also had a great deal of pain dealing with my knee which needs knee replacement and I'm not taking any drugs for it...it's quite debilitating but I'm just dealing with it since there's enough going on in my life right now.  

I've spent today knitting baby hats, reading and resting so I guess I AM a bit tired.  Actually, I do try to shift into low gear on Sundays just to allow for some rest...reminding myself that I am dealing with quite a lot of STUFF, and need to be good to myself. And, if I don't do it, my good friends remind me to take it easy.  They were such great help at the shower last week.  Take care and give a shout, sophie

[bluebutterfly2222]

I don't know if you are aware of this, but instead of having checking in to see if one of you has been  here, you can click on the + sign in the little green box near the top, to add this thread to you "watch list," and you will be notified by e-mail anytime a new reply had been added to this thread.

Or, better yet, you can PM one another from your profile page, and will also be notified by e-mail of any new messages. Or, if you all want to be able to see one another's communications, one of you could start a journal on her profile page, and then each of you could make comments there that all of you could see, and you would be similarly notified of new posts there.

Of course, you can also just continue as you have been, but some of the other methods of communication might make it easier or more efficient to keep in touch.

Best wishes to you all...

[sophie305]

Thanks for the useful information and shortcuts!   I hope you are well.
sophie

[faithhealing]

Thanks so much for your help. Hope all is going well for you. Take care, Faithhealing.

[faithhealing]

Hey Sophie, It's so good to hear from you. I'm so glad that you are doing well. That new beautiful baby will keep you young and vibrant. Today was my 5th treatment. I'm a little tender around the nipple at this point. Yes spiritual guidance is powerful. The cream they gave me is called DimethiCreme Skin Protectant by Hollister Woundcare. I finally bought the Crystal Deodorant yesterday.  I normally just wash with deodorant soap but now that I can't I found myself getting very ripe a few hours after using Dove lol.

You know it's very nice at the prat center all the cancer patients and their family members treat each other like one big happy family. I love the vibe of the atmosphere.   You are so good at remembering your dosages.  I can’t remember anything. I would have to check. Glad to hear the baby shower went well. It’s things like that that leads to a full recovery and knitting what a relaxing hobby. I’m glad to hear that you are getting your rest.  I find myself good and ready for bed after treatments. My radi is at 5:30p.m which the center is approximately 40 mins away in good traffic so I’m usually home buy 8:pm but today I had to be there at 10:30 am.

I checked out the bralette it was only 58.00. Well Sophie can you believe we’re almost through this long road to fully recovering.  Keep KA6823 in your prayers. We are so blessed. Many blessing with the new grandbaby and to a great future, peace and love Faithhealing.