JESUS KNOW THAT I HAVE FAITH, A LOT OF PRAYERS WON'T HURT!!!

I consider myself a very loving and God loving person; for even the people whom did me wrong .Just about my whole lfie there has been lots of bad things that done happen to me; but what ever don't kill you makes you stronger with the faith of GOD. I always seem to have taken care of someone in my short life sofar here on GOD"S EARTH. I have no kids of my own and GOD knew what he was doing because he had other plans for me; eightteen years ago GOD rest her soul because she did alot of suffering here and i taken care of her , then my brother, my only brother which i didn't see for nine years; he lived downsouth, he had a massive brain ayrurism I went down there and stay in a motel while he was in icu hanging on to life, Thank GOD again he pull through and i brought him back home where he belong any way because people was using him.and at that I was also taking care of my best friend (MY FATHER) he was wheel chair and bed bound for ten years. thats how i got back problems but i wouldn't change a thing and would do it again just to have him back, its going on three years this july 31; GOD I miss him sooooo much It hurts my heart not to have him here any more. And with the faith of GOD ;I'll see all my loved ones again I am sure of it. And then the man that I was going to marry he got murder going on six years this aug. the forth. He got shot in the back of his head in his car no one knows why or who and like my dad;it hurts so much not having him here. Then I have my brother son here and he 18 years old and his dad the only thing with him, he has short term memory and a short tempert and that drives me crazy, lol oh well what can i do. Then i have two foster teenagers one nineteen year old young man, which two days ago had to rush him to the hospital, they had to take his appedix out,  he was in pain for a day in ahalf i thought it maybe he needed a bowel movement and i gave him something for that and and he went and he still kept telling me his right side was hurting and i told him we are going to rush you to the hospital and he didn't want to go. But i told him it might be your appedix and if is , you can die if you don't go and thats what it was. He got home about a hour ago in a lot of pain, the one thing i do have is lots and lots of pain meds walker wheel chair what ever he needs i have it. then I have a foster girl which she is a mother to be, she five months and then nineteen year old is the daddy, my hands are full. She is only seventeen. And i had major back surgery back in march on the third and i am ten times worse then before surgery.

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WOW you won't believe what I just did. I posted my answer in the wrong post lol.. I'm weird.

Anyways,

Trials are there for a reason to make us stronger in faith.

Some may not have these trials but who knows what they may experience in the future.

Like a zoo animal that needs to jump through a hoop, if they miss they still have to jump through the hoop before they put it up higher. Sometimes the same experiences happen so we learn and advance. Our faith becomes stronger and we learn to lean on him and listen.

I'm so glad your positive about all this. It's really hard but you will be rewarded one day and you WILL see your loved ones again when Jesus comes. Isn't that wonderful! God is always a prayer away and hes always with you. I will be praying for you too and remember to pray and do your devotions. Make friends with your fellow believers they can help you with your walk..

So keep on keeping on, Take care of yourself please and may God bless you!