angry, sad, just plain upset

[soccero]

srry i havent posted earlier thanks for all ur prayers. so i had this surgery for icp monitoring was in the hospital three miserable days. they determined my pressure is high but not high enough to do anything about. this has me very upset. this was my fourth brain surgery in the last year and a half. i feel horrible all day every day. im 1& and want to go to college next year but am not going to be able to.my life has fallen apart and im really at a loss of what to do. srry for the venting:<(
molly

[niki3350]

Mollly hang on in there sweetie, we are all thinking of you and sending our good vibes,love and best wishes, and keep your chin up honey.

Hugs
Niki x x

[lu7997]

Molly I am so sorry to hear this.  Please don't give up. There is so much of a life left for u.  Speed bumps suck and slow u down but they do not keep u from ur destination.    

[soccero]

thanks everyone! It means so much to me. It is becoming so hard to stay positive because each day the pain gets worse. And with dr all shaking their heads saying we dnt no what's wrong it starts to feel hopeless.  I dnt want to live my life this way. I'm scared that this is all my life will ever be. I'm just really struggling right now. Thanks for the support.
Molly

[Stephiec79]

Don't ever apologize for feeling the way you do and for needing to vent! It's better to let it out than to hold it in! We are all here to listen to your concerns and support you! At such a young age you have overcome so many obstacles! You will overcome this one, too! You are in all of our prayers!!!

[kricklekrin]

Molly,
It's OK to be angry, sad, and upset.  We have all felt this way at one time or another.  You sound like a very strong girl and with time you will heal and persevere!  Keep your dreams in front of you and know that we are all praying for you and your recovery.

Kristel

[pamk5]

Well said Selma!  Molly hang in there we are all praying for you.  Vent anytime you feel like it!

Pam

[selmaS]

Molly never apologize for venting...that is y this forum is here...to allow u to vent to others that understand.

At 17, it is a very diff time and to deal with all this on top of it  .....and I know with the 4 surgeries it is hard to know where u will be in a yr from now, but u will continue to heal...it is unfortunate that u had setbacks...and I hate that term and I do not mean to trivialize what u r going thru as it is not a minor issue at all.

  I will admit I felt my life fell apart too....but as time goes on I can see changes to how I feel...I am not perfect but I never was...like the song goes...I was born this way : )

  Molly u have the drive to do what ever u want and I am sure u will...it may mean to take a yr off...but, that is to allow ur self to heal...and see what path u may want to take....u may come full circle to what u wanted in the first place...u just think right now u may not be able to....hang on to ur dreams, for with out them who r we : )

  <3

  "selma"