im 15 with bad behavior

im 15 i know ive got bad behavior my mum says i need help i argue with my older brother for no reason
my mum says i need mental health and it hurts me when she says that
i think its jusd a threat most of the time
but im scared jusd incase its true...
i tell my mum i hate her and i wish i wernt born and i was jusd a mistake.. and that i wish she was dead. and for me to go into care cos id be better wivowt her ... i know i wouldnt i say it when im angry and i stress out at everyone for no reason at all i know its no reason but i get stressed owt from nothing at all
i jusd wanna know whats up with me ?? im confused soo much like something is making me angry ! buh wat?? x

[91004]

All kids go thru the I hate my parents phase. If you think you need help then maybe you should talk to your doctor about how you are feeling. Your mother shouldn't tell you need help though that is kind of harsh in less she is talking to you in a helpful way.

[supermomma531]

If you can't get help through your doctor, go to a school counselor. This is what their job is to help young kids such as yourself to talk about things or get you the right type of help out in the community. I agree with the other poster about your mom but can you and her just sit down and have a decent conversation? Without the screaming and yelling matches? Try to tell her how you feel and if you have to have a third party involved such as maybe a family friend or a aunt or uncle to kind of control the situation, that may help the both of you to honestly try to talk to one another. The other thing I might suggest is family counseling. You also need a way to let your anger out. Try writing in a diary or talking with someone you can trust. By the sounds of it, you probably would benefit better by going to family counseling, this way everyone gets a chance to say what they feel with out being jumped on by the other person. If you need personal counseling for yourself, then that would be a great option for you as well. You need to figure out what your feelings are and why you feel them. I hope that you are able to get the proper care for yourself. You need to take care of yourself to be happy. You need to work on your self esteem. Take care and good luck.