Check out Al-Anon too. (http://al-anon.org or Google it)
It is for people living with / dealing with an alcoholic.
This is causing you more stress than you probably realize. I have seen a statistic that states caregivers have a 63% greater mortality rate. You (and your children) are worth much more than a fate such as that :o)
I am an alcoholic myself with cirrhosis (due MOSTLY to Hep C) and have been sober for 21 years.
I also go to Al-Anon and it teaches me that I can find serenity by not letting another alcoholic or ANYONE be in charge of my happiness (I tend to be severely co-dependent too, left to my own best thinking).
I am reading a book right this minute by an alcoholic who also goes to Al-Anon and he likens it to: When you are on an airplane and they give you the safety briefing, they tell you to put YOUR oxygen mask on first before helping anyone else (even your child!), otherwise you both may perish...
There is hope (always). Many alcoholics have recovered from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and body - I have!!!
Chris
Thank you. I will follow your advice and post at the other site.
Oh dear, I am so sorry to hear what you and your family are going through. I just can't understand how one could choose alcohol over life
But I am not an expert in addiction or alcoholism
Hector has given you some great advice, talking to others who are going through what you and your children are living every moment, will surely provide you with some solace and hopefully, some coping skills as well.
It is true that we all make our own decisions but it is also true that each day you can wake up and say, who will I be today?
Please find some support for yourself. I can only imagine how agonizing this must be for you.
Most of us here are suffering from liver disease caused by Hep C and we all are trying so hard to fight it and get better. Unless your former husband has that drive and hunger to live, I don't think he will make it
Sending kindness and compassion your way!
i am so very sorry that you and your children are having to witness the slow decline of your ex. It's sad to see someone you once loved and shared a life with succumb to alcoholism. Addiction can have such a powerful grip that some would rather die then accept help. I'm hoping that your husband will find the strength to stop.
There are many support groups for partners of alcoholics. It may help you to talk to others that are going thru similar experiences. Al anon I believe has a support group for children as well as spouses. Please know that his behavior is not a reflection on you but rather a decision he's made to take the easy way out. Sadly your family has to pay the price for his mistakes. I can only hope that you find the support you need to carry on.
Please know venting is good for the soul, and we are here should you need a sounding board. Please take care of yourself and let us know if we can help you get in anyway.
Sending warm thoughts
.....Kim
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Hi and welcome to the cirrhosis of the liver community.
It seems to me the disease you are speaking about is alcoholism. His liver disease is just one part of the results of his addiction that you mention. Without his alcoholism being addressed first, which is the cause of his liver disease and cirrhosis, his liver disease can't be addressed.
None of us can control another adult's life choices and resulting medical issues for them. As adults, each of us has the choice of how we live. Sadly it is not uncommon for those with a history of decades of addiction to continue their lifestyle despite the known health consequences that can result.
To share your concerns about alcoholism and its personal affects with on family members I would suggest you post your questions in the MedHelp "Alcoholic, Living with an Community" or the "Alcoholism Community" where others dealing with alcoholism may be able to help you with their own experiences with the disease.
Should he decide to stop his drinking and address his cirrhosis and its medical issues we will be happy to assist in helping him in any way we can.
Best of luck to you.
Hector