Hello. I am an alcoholic. I am 27 and have been a nightly drinker for 7 years. Since November of last year, my ALT and AST have been high due to drinking. Last year, ALT was 206, AST was 176. April of this year, ALT went to 264 and my AST went to 171. My drinking didn't really decline any. All the other numbers in the test were within normal range, including INR. In August of this year, I started to cut back, and with a week of not drinking, my ALT dropped to 170 and my AST went to 113. All other numbers remained normal once again. Hepatitis was ruled out by tests. My CBC didn't seem concerning in April.
I then joined an outpatient program in September, and my drinking reduced quite a bit. 20 days sober in August altogether, Held a week sober here, slipped for 2 days, 2 weeks sober, then slipped for 2-3 days, and its been a similar cycle with some sober days and some drinking days. I now have a home group and a sponsor so I really want to work on trying to save my life, but I am concerned I am too late because I have continued to drink with high enzymes for a year.
As far as symptoms go, my gums bleed. My dentist did diagnose me with gingivitis, so bad to the point where she didn't bother even running any tests when she saw my gums.I read that they only bleed if you brush your teeth with that condition, though, but I wake up with blood in my saliva(small amount) and a metallic taste in my mouth and sometimes theres a small amount of blood in my saliva during the day when not brushing. I also have broken braces on too(I've neglected my dental health so much due to my addiction), but if I am not brushing and this happens, I am concerned it's due to cirrhosis. Maybe esophageal varices? I don't have any nosebleeds, but when I blow my nose, there is typically a small amount of blood on the tissue.
I am not yellow. My stomach is not swollen. I don't think I have had any hepatic encephalopathy. My stool and urine appear normal. I don't think my legs are swollen, although one calf is a little bigger then the other. My appetite is definitely there, and there are no problems with eating food. My fingers don't looked clubbed. I have stretch marks, but have had them for a while, don't think I have spider veins. My palms aren't red. I haven't discovered any bruises on my body. I check for these symptoms every day. I constantly spit onto a tissue too in order to see if I am bleeding. Most of the time, there isn't any blood, but once and a while there is and I think it's coming from my gums most likely, but can't say for sure.
My doctor doesn't seem concerned(I haven't told him about the gums thing yet). He hasn't sent me for an ultra sound, CT scan, biopsy, or anything. I have brought up that I am worried about cirrhosis but the last time I saw him he didn't think this was of any concern at this point. He wanted me to be sober for 6 weeks before running another blood test. Worst case scenario, if I couldn't pull off 6 weeks of sobriety, to wait 4 months before doing another test. I have continued to drink with these elevated enzymes for a year! How can I not be concerned? The next test and next time I see him is December 17th.
If I remain sober, is there a chance I could live for a while? Or because of the high enzymes, and the blood in saliva, is there a chance this will catch up to me, progress, and I will get more symptoms and not have much time left? I am concerned that I now have cirrhosis and in my mind I am doomed.
Sorry for the rant. I am very concerned and scared.