Oh ok thank you so much I think its just my guilt from the situation
It doesn't sound like Mr. Bad Decision has anything to do with it. A due date of July 14 points to conception being around October 21. Try to stop stressing. Even if your due date came from a late ultrasound, it would not be more than a couple of weeks margin for error by now. And if you got it from an early ultrasound, you're even in better shape.