I don't know where to begin....I have so many problems it is multiple! I will tell you a little bit about myself...When I was younger I was made fun of, I have a very low self-esteem about myself, I hate myself...I have had annorexia and bulimia for about 13 years..I have been raped,abducted, emotionally and physically abused, I feel like I am as low to the dirt! I was married at the age of 17, now I am 28, I have 4 precious children. My husband and I have been split up so many times It is rediculous, but 2 years ago we renewed our vowels and gave our lives back to the lord! I have had panic attacks...so I underwent some test and everything was fine....Last year the panic attacks started I went to the doctors and they put me on paxil(which I had gained alot of weight)(45 pounds)From 120 now to 165.. and being bulimic I started to hate myself again..but I have been good and I have not gone through that terrible vicious cycle of throwing up or starving myself...I am NOW seeking help from a psychologist, my doctor then switched me to prozac, I have terrible thoughts of suicide, and I have attempted, but my husband stopped me! My psychologist evaluated me and said I have severe depression, panic w/agoraphobia, post dramatic stress disorder, annorexia, bulimia,I am so de-tached from everything , Am I going Crazy? Am I going to have to be admitted to the hospital? I can't take anymore stress! I just want to die! I go next week to see a psychiatrist to evaluate my meds, I also just found out that I have Diabetes too! I hate this...I feel horrible, I think ending my life would be so much easier! please someone help me! PLEASE?????