Yes, there is help for you...you must go beyond counseling and get into treatment with a psychiatrist who can also prescribe medications...ask your parents to help you find the doctor you need....you can get relief very quickly.
Sorry to hear about your depression and anxiety. I really think you're young and have a lot to look forward to in your life and future. For a start you should seek help from a therapist who can convince you that life is not as bad a you think and you ARE normal. That is one thing I got when I went to therapy for anxiety. I can now remind myself that I'm not crazy and I am normal because a licensed therapist told me so. I won't do what I'm afraid I might do. -But you must continue with therapy because that is one thing I did not do and that is the reason why I may have big issues with public speaking and other anxiety issues. Medication helps to prevent or hide the problems which can also help you to buy time in learning to cope and heal. I would recommend both therapy and meds. Good luck.
Thanks, I have a referal to CAMHS of which should help me hopefully get the right treatment but I gave to wait for 6 months to get proper sessions and 6-8 weeks for a consultation.