Help .. Im Totally Lost

Hi..

Will I Dunno how to say  that excatly.. But I Dunt have Friends since My whole life .

Im Really suffering I cant make any friends

I have some social problems

And my voice cant be heared ..

when i was  2 years old We traveled outside

when we were there i got very sick ..i ask My mom what was the name of my dieases she Dont remember

the doctors there said  if she didnt get better she might not be able to walk again ..

but thanks to God I get better

I got some side  effects after i get well

Since that time When i talk No one can hear me .. My voice was so weak and till today i got black circles around my eyes and i cant walk well I get tired so fast ..and since that time i was so lonley i dunt talk  too much  i cant control My voice some time its so loud and some time its so weak and i have social problems .. i always feel that some body block my head ..

i really need help  .. I Dunt know really wats wrong with Me

Pliz help i want to change my life ...

[innerchild09]

Well first of all I hope you feel better. Have you checked in to see if there is anything you can do about this? It could be a physical problem or it could be fear related. Maybe your scared to talk. I'm no doctor or anything so no one on here can diagnosis you. Hopefully a medhelp doctor will post. I have social problems too but my voice doesn't do that not saying that it can't. I would suggest seeing your doctor or maybe an ears nose and throat specialist and see if they can find a physical reason first.

In the meantime while your waiting I would try maybe writing how you feel to other people. When I get sore throats I do that. Also if you still feel pretty lonely coming on here helps me. Since I only have my mom I don't talk much but coming on here makes me feel better. If you want you can always talk to me. If you don't I'm cool with that I'm just trying to help.

I really hope you feel better.