Dear Gabriela,
From the information you mentioned you appear to be insecure about yourself, always needing reassurance which may not last.
Your obsessions may be part of obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) or obsessive compulsive personality disorder (OCPD), without more information it would be difficlt to differentiate.
An obsession is a recurrent and intrusive thought, feeling, idea, or sensation. A compulsion is a conscious, standardized recurring pattern of behavior, such as counting, checking, or avoiding. Obsessions increase anxiety, whereas carrying out compulsions reduces it.
OCPD may present in a person who strives for perfection, having to redo reports or assignments because they aren't perfect enough. This maybe time consuming, interfering with functioning and not allowing the sufferer to relax or enjoy there time.
A therapist may help you understand why you have these insecurities,
perhaps by confronting your insecurities, he/she may also addrress your low sel-esteem and why you feel people view you so. Medications, such as Paxil, Zoloft or Luvox may reduce the severity of your symptoms.
In any case, treatment is available. Contact a psychiatrist or therapist in order to help aleviate the symptoms.
The information provided in this forum is presented for general educational purposes only. Specific questions you have pertaining to your health should always be directed to your personal physician or you may call Henry Ford Behavioral Health at (248) 689-7476.
Sincerely,
HFHS M.D.-SW
*Keywords: obsessive compulsive disorder, obsessive compulsive personality disorder
Thank You for your reply..