How are u suppose to find love or friends and they all **** you over... I'm homeless in pittsbrugh and no one cares lost my kids not cause I'm a bad parents but cause I can't pay 800 for a light bill that wasn even in my name.. like I'm so sick of people up here they make u want to kill uerself and not care ... everyone takes and takes but no one gives... my own mother don't even pick up the phone or call to see how I am. Like I almost died twice y won't he just let me go... I don't want to live anymore cause everything I get gets takin. Can't fight I'm sick with fibomyaligia. So I might as well just die somewhere
I've had depression for YEARS. And im only 19 years old. I watched my dad attempt to kill my mom. And that has had me screwed up for years. But my current boyfriend has taught me 2 things. 1. There is so much more out there than what's going on in our own little worlds. There is so much more to see than what we all see on a daily basis. I tried taking my life 3 times when I was 14-16 years old. But I will never do it again because I would be cutting myself short from the world. I wanna be able to go to Paris and africa and egypt. Do you have any places you wanna go see before you pass? And 2. There is a picture in our bathroom that has a quote on it. "If he brings you to it he will bring you through it" I don't know if you are religious or not but that quote.. I read it every morning while im getting ready and im actually starting to believe it. And another quote that I find is true.. "its all great in the end. And if it isn't great. Then its not the end" you just gotta think like this on a daily basis. I know its hard... trust me. But u have to make yourself do it. Taking your own life is not the right way to do things. Think about it. Wouldnt u like to pass away on good terms in life.? Being happy and spending daily time with your kids? Just stay strong :)
I've had depression for years as well and I'm almost 22. I have attempted suicide 3 times and my last time found me admitted to the psychiatric ward of the hospital. After being discharged and getting the help and the medication I needed I found that life is a beautiful thing and you only get one chance at it and you deserve happiness. There is so much to do and see. I live by the quote "destroy what destroys you" which means to fight with all you've got and make it out alive.
At 27 your life has barely begun. I wish I were 27 again. Hopefully you'll stick around and realize that no one can make you happy or sad other than yourself. If the people around you are making you feel bad, then find new friends. Family members can also be bad for you but there is nothing that can make you be around them. If they bring you down, then make a decision to keep them out of your life. Learn to love yourself. Lose weight, work out, go back to school or anything that makes you feel better about yourself. Like Kaytlynnrenee said, your little view of the world is so small you have no idea what else is out there. I have lived in Germany for a few years and it is so much different than the US. Lots of history and nice people. The air even smells different. Try to sample some of what this life can offer cause even if you live a long life it'll be over before you know it.
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