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     I'm a high school junior at a top private school in NY and since entering high school I've developed a more and more bleak outlook of life. At first I thought I just hated the school, but now I think that the school made me realize that I hate life. I feel unmotivated and see life as pointless, and I get little enjoyment out of anything to the point where I don't see the point in getting up in the morning just to be miserable. Sometimes I think that the workload from school really robbed me of my childhood while my friends in other schools have been having fun. I see nothing positive in my future, only going to another school then another then another and then a getting a job, all of this intermittent with tests and interviews, constantly preparing for the next step which in the end just seems like a waste of time. I see a psychiatrist and have gone from prozac to i think effexor to cymbalta to cymbalta and wellbutrin and none of it has seemed to make any difference. I don't think I can go on like this but I really don't have any idea what to do... =(