Depressed about college...

[melmel4ever]

I've spent about four semesters at my community college. I've dealt with a LOT of depression and anxiety and not the 'usual' kind. In the process of that, I haven't done so well in school…no matter how hard I tried. Transferring to present time, I've been feeling very good, and grades are getting to where they are suppose to be. Now my only problem is, I don't know what I want to major in. I'm REALLY interested in (pre-med) or even just Biology (any part of it seems super interesting). But I don't know if I should even consider it because it's a whole different root. I would have to start all over again with school, plus I'm afraid to even try 'cause I have messed up in the past. I really want to…but I'm scared, nervous, about everything! Plus, I think my aunt will be upset with me for wasting her time…Idk, please advice me?

[melmel4ever]

It's just a long struggle, I just mean many people my age probably don't feel the same way as me. I use to go to therapy, and honestly can say I never saw a young person around my age there. That's what I mean.

[melmel4ever]

Here my schools program for the Biology (pre-med) course:
http://www.mccc.edu/pdf/pre-medical_brochure.pdf