i dont know how to describe it like really, basically i have this girlfriend and dont get me wrong i love her more than anything, but we get into these pathetic arguments, 2 weeks ago we had an argument after going to town because she didnt buy any jeans. th agument lasted a few hours and it was the one that started it, there would be moments i would just loose it and start screaming at her about how im trying my hardest and not getting anywhere, fter a 3 hour argument (thats how long they usually last) i break down big time i jus feel like the lowest thing in the orld, basically it doesnt even feel like i want to be living anymore (as emo as it sounds) but it feels like death would be a relief, (im not sure if i counts as depression). i dont know what to do, i dont want to say anythingto my girlfriend incase she leaves me any suggestions?