Going off SSRIs

I have been on anti-depressants for the past year, and I hate what they have done to me. I cannot remember anything, I'm always in a "zombie" state of mind, and I feel like I have no mind. Not to mention all the weight I gain. I decided after consulting with a therapist that I should get off of them, so I quit, cold turkey. I know it's not the best way to go, but I've tried weaning myself off and it didn't work. It's been about a week and a half now, and the withdrawal symptoms are starting to go away, but I find myself being more emotional and just feeling really lonely now. Is that normal? Is it just because I'm still going through the withdrawal phases? I was put on anti-depressants because I was depressed and suffered from severe anxiety. The celexa did nothing for the anxiety, and I felt that I no longer needed them for the depression. Am I becoming depressed again or is it just from stopping the meds? I don't know what to do...

[Mike5709]

I have been through a very long list of antidepressants. Some were more effective than others,  none have proved to be the total answer. I would think that time will provide the answer your seeking. If it’s withdrawal I’d guess it will eventually take care of itself. Perhaps there was some component of the Celexa that did help with the depression. Whatever the case, don’t give up the search for an answer. I have yet to find an answer but I will continue looking. I know how hard it is and how awful depression can be, Your worth it!  Mike

[odugurl]

Thanks Mike! I will keep looking, it's just I don't know what else to do any more. I'm just so tired of being the way I am, and nobody can seem to give me answers or help me.