Dont know if anything is ever going to get better,,,,I cant shake this sad low feeling ITS JUST HOW I FEEL,,,Its hard to think positive When you soooooo down,,,for some reason i cant change how i feel,,,i have been trying for years,,,n nothing works,,,i have tried the self talk ,,,,councilling,,,,n now im in tharaphy,,,i sit in my room everyday,,,knowing i should get out and get better,,,but the motivation is gone,,,,its like i dont even care to get better anymore,,because im convinced that it will not work,,,So i guess what im saying is,,,,This is me ,,this is how im going to be the reast of my life,,,there no changeing it,,,because it dose not work for me,,,,i have tryd soooooo many tyms...