Thanks remar for caring,I"m trying but its tough. Too many drugs, not enough talking
I'm so sorry you both had such a bad day. I hate the aggitated feeling that comes with depression. BooSpence, I see that you new here. This is a great place to talk to people who are going through the same thing you are. Pointman, what's going on? I'm here to listen. Sometimes it's good to cry and get it all out. I'm here if either of you want to talk. Remar
I too felt like crying, in fact thats what I did. Helped for 15-20 min. I had just finished cleaning out my locker, I was a member of the CFD for 26 yrs, and had just gotten finished with my 3rd of 5 surgeries. To say I was depressed is an understatement. Thats why I pray to GOD that I don"t own a gun. My wife and kids would be devested,as would all my friends. I find myself talking to GOD alot more but thats ok if it brings me back to myself.
I just have had a bad day, to many memories, i get agatited allso.
I jusy want to hide when i feel like this. i feel like crying but cant, seen to much ddi to much.
What's going on? I'm here to listen. Remar