I might need to die

It seems like suicide might be my only release from this anxiety trip.. Scientifically there is no way that I could contracted hiv, but in the back of my head i believe i did or atleast something else like genital herpes... Truth of the matter if i didn't protect myself I would understand why i feel this way.. Each day their something new with my body.. I'm skipping school and sleeping all day. Some days I just want to end it all.

[Kayannaboo]

Hi there! Sounds to me like you have alot going on right now.

Suicide solves nothing contrary to what others might think. In life, we can always turn bad situations into experiences that makes us stronger. There is always room to turn ourselves from hopeless victims into hopeful individuals.

I am unsure as to why you believed you have caught these diseases but I would advice that you get tested, for your own health and safety and for peace of mind. Whatever the result is, know that it is not the end of the world and with the technology and development of our world today, it is no longer a death sentence. Also see a therapist to help you and collect as much support as you can, no matter what situation you are in.

Anna.

[jruffin808]

Am so depressed, I been to the doctor like 9 time between november through january. The anxiety killing me, giving me crazy symptoms. I don't know what's wrong with me, can stress and anxiety bring a person body down to were they feels crazy things in the body

[tschock]

Anxiety can do many things to your body. There are so many symptoms associated with anxiety that the list "seems" to go on forever.

I sympathize with your problem.
Has your doctor given you anything for the anxiety?

[Keimyra]

I don't really think that there is anything wrong with you, but if you are that worried PLEASE go to the doctor.  Your mental state is becoming compromised....Because you believe that something may b wrong, your body is beginnin to exhibit what you fear...just get checked out to ease your mind.