Aa
A
A
Close
Avatar universal
I someone to listen that will understand
Well I have been feeling really depressed lately I got a letter and I found out that I have been referred to Sexual Trauma Services. Because I was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend for 3 years. It has affected me a lot and I don't think I will ever be the same, and I know being referred means I will get help. I have a meeting tomorrow and I am scared. Ever since I got the letter things have been worse because I have been over thinking what happened to me even more than I usually do. I haven't got out of bed for a week now and I either feel nothing, just blank and I just sit there staring at a wall or something and my brain hurts or I over think and I breakdown crying and even hurt myself. I just want someone to talk to, I feel so alone! And I know I will never feel normal but I just wish I could feel something other than how I feel everyday. Even a little bit better would be fine!
Cancel
5 Answers
5 Answers
Page 1 of 1
Avatar universal
I think getting the help would be great for you. The pain may not ever completely go away, but it will definitely get easier with the help. Sorry you're going through this. :(
Comment
Cancel
Avatar universal
Comment
Comment
Submit Comment
Avatar universal
I'm a minor and have only ever been sexually abused once, but even that got to me. I might not know what it feels like to be you, but being forced to talk to somebody was the best help I have ever received. Every time you talk, a little of the pain exits with your words. It's frightening to speak up, but the world will get brighter, I promise.
Comment
Cancel
Avatar universal
Comment
Comment
Submit Comment
Avatar universal
It's a horrible thing to go through, and no one deserves to be treated like that. I hope you're okay because I know exactly how it feels. But I am glad that helped you and I have started going to counselling sessions every week so I hope that helps. Thank you
Comment
Cancel
Avatar universal
Comment
Comment
Submit Comment
Avatar universal
Thanks, yeah I guess even getting rid of some of the pain will help...
Comment
Cancel
Avatar universal
Comment
Comment
Submit Comment
4190741 tn?1370181432
Congratulations on starting counselling sessions...When I started mine I cried every week for 2 years, never ever realized the depth of the pain hidden inside me...

If you ever want to talk, we are here for you...I would love to hear how
your counselling is going....

Good luck to you

M
Comment
Cancel
4190741 tn?1370181432
Comment
Comment
Submit Comment
Your Answer
Avatar universal
Answer
Know how to answer? Tap here to leave your answer...
Answer
Submit Answer
A
A
Recent Activity
Avatar universal
Blank
Raspberry_belle uploaded new photos
1 hr ago
406584 tn?1399591666
Blank
10356 commented on READY
3 hrs ago
1742220 tn?1331360327
Blank
meegWpaw commented on READY
3 hrs ago
Blank
Mood Tracker
Track your mood over time
Start Tracking Now
Top Mood Disorders Answerers
Avatar universal
Blank
Arlington, VA
1551327 tn?1414146344
Blank
Tompkinsville, KY
1257808 tn?1322765815
Blank
Other
6726276 tn?1421130268
Blank
Huntington Beach, CA
1415482 tn?1459706314
Blank
Kingston, Jamaica
Avatar universal
Blank
Glasgow, United Kingdom
Depression Community Resources
RSS Expert Activity
233488 tn?1310696703
Blank
Marathon Running Done Over Many Yea...
May 21 by John C Hagan III, MD, FACS, FAAOBlank
233488 tn?1310696703
Blank
New Article on Multifocal IOL vs &q...
May 21 by John C Hagan III, MD, FACS, FAAOBlank
748543 tn?1443740527
Blank
TMJ/TMJ The Connection Between Teet...
01/15 by Hamidreza Nassery , DMD, FICOI, FAGD, FICCMOBlank
Top Mood Disorders Answerers
Avatar universal
Blank
Arlington, VA
1551327 tn?1414146344
Blank
Tompkinsville, KY
1257808 tn?1322765815
Blank
Other
6726276 tn?1421130268
Blank
Huntington Beach, CA
1415482 tn?1459706314
Blank
Kingston, Jamaica
Avatar universal
Blank
Glasgow, United Kingdom