Life *****!!!

[RT93]

I just can't stand my life anymore. I suck at everything video games, sports, talking to people, etc. I've been trying for the past 5 years to find a major that interests me and nothing does. I can't get a job if I want to because I screw up in my interviews. Every day seems likes it's the same thing over and over again and it's soo freaking boring. Not to mention for the past year I have been suffering from non-stop brain fog, DP, not feeling real, and it just won't go away. Nothing has helped with it either; therapists, meds, working out, nada. I've come to the point in my life where I'm just like, why do I even bother trying anymore. Any ways I hope I didn't bore anyone.  

Who else feels the same?

[RT93]

well I've been back to college for two weeks already and I still don't feel any better. Working out doesn't feel good anymore, therapy sessions aren't working, and not to mention I feel even more brain dead now. :(

[RT93]

oh thanks.

I have tried different doses of citalopram for the past 4 years.
I also have seen therapists where we just talk about my life, what I'm Feeling like, and why do I feel like this.

[RT93]

why does the word su*k get blurred out?

weird