So Alone - Please Help Me

i feel so alone. i feel like i have no friends. i used to have so many friends and people that used to want to be around me. i don't know what went wrong. everyone is giving me some sort of attitude . nothing too outwright but i feel it. The close friends that i grew up with do NOT want to see me happy they use everything against me to make me feel low. i dont hang out with them anymore but i have no one else. i cant understand Women. i've been in a lot of relationships if they try to make me jealous and i act out then i'm crazy and controlling or whatever. but i'm not sure what guy would not act out if their girlfriend was being hit on. so i thought i grew up and the last relationshp when the girl tried to make me jealous i would completely ignore it and she went crazy that i didnt love her and i have no heart or feelings. i'm so confused. i feel like i got ugly . i dont have money or anything like that but people wanted to hang out with me cause maybe i used to be good looking. now everyone seems to be playing games with me. i don't want to seem desperate so i never allow Women to see that stupid games affect me. But i feel like a completely ugly person. i feel like i have no chance. no social skills. every female friend that used to love being around me is suddenly giving me the cold shoulder. what is going on? what am i doing wrong. i feel so depressed. i have no life lately i just stay at home and sit on my computer. and get uglier and uglier. so no money and now ugly too? what do i do ? will i be alone and the loner soon with no friends or anything . just work sleep and get older?

[Clage7]

[Clage7]

You are not alone so many peole feel this way.  Call a mental heath hotline to help you through this is the first step to recover.  Next would be a support group.  But don't think about anything but calling and talking with someone who cares about you.  The people who care are at the hotline.  Call them. Do not wait another moment.  Do not deny yourself the opportunity to find what you are missing in this life.  You only have one chance.  Call them!  
Love, Honor & Respect,
Clage7

[Michaelccc]

thank you for writing me back. what number should i call? i feel like all of my friends are slowly going away from me when i need them the most. i don't understand what is going on.  I Feel like Women don't even look at me anymore ever. they used to look at me and come up to me and talk to me all the time. what happened i can't figure it out? did i get ugly? i dont have much $ so without Women finding me attractive i'm doomed to be alone. i literarly feel like i have no friends anymore