So down

I have noone to talk to and im not doing well. My boyfriend and I are not doing well today and I feel sick to my stomach. I love him with all of my heart. My heart feels like it is on fire and I am having trouble breathing. I have bad anxiety but I can't take my prescription anymore because I get drug tested. Nothing makes me feel better until we are ok. I hate this feeling. It takes over all of my thoughts and I feel physically sick. I take antidepressants but they do nothing for the anxiety. I have noone to talk to. I can't breathe

[mammo]

If your medication isn't working go back to your doctor and tell him/her this, that's why they're there.  It sounds like your relationship with your boyfriend may be a little rocky along with your depression.  Relationships can be difficult at times, but try to remember that everything happens for a reason. Nothing is worth your wellbeing, so go back to your doctor and discuss how you are feeling.

[j7653]

Not sure why you cannot take something for your anxiety, but for some temporary relief, have you tried the following?
1.Relaxation meditation - sometimes I download stuff onto my iPod.  Its good to listen to and distracting.
2. Warm bath with epsom salts or soothing oils
3. Sleepytime tea
4. A walk
5. Call a friend or relative to get some things off your chest.  Once you start talking it usually gets your breathing corrected and then you might feel better.

Good luck

[LadyG835]

I really don't want to pry, but how does your boyfriend react to your anxiety when the two of you "are not doing well"?