This Depression?

Im not to sure if this depression but I will give you what I feel like.

So I just got back from holidays. I always feel really depressed after holidays for a long time. I just want to go back to where I was and the people I was with.

I constantly worry about things. Even little things will bother me. I worry about what I am going to do on the weekends. Who is gonna be there, like if it will be people i dont know. I worry about where i will be in 5 years with my life. Will i be in school? What kind of job?

I wake up in the morning unhappy about my life. I wish I was somewhere else living in another city. I get moments where I hate everyone I know and dont want anything to do with them. I am constantly tired I dont have any energy to do anything, which is why I drink lots of coffee i cant do things unless I have coffee.

But then other moments, its like everythings gone and i feel fine. I feel quite happy sometimes. But then eventually it all comes back.

So I dont know if this classifies as depression or not. Or am i just unhappy person that is just unhappy with my life.

Thanks for taking your time and reading.

[Joystick22]

Btw, I get constant headaches like every second day I heard this might be related to depression.

[redandpinktulips]

I'm not a doctor, but everything that you have described, I have felt before, it sounds like depression.  Are you able to talk to a councillor?  Have you talked to your Doctor about this?  I do know that when you are in a down period, it is very difficult to see that you are there, and how will you ever get out.  I know that you can feel better, there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

[hrdcore]

yes indeed that is depresion....sounds like u r close enuf to the beginning to recognise the syntoms, u must be very intelligent, get to your doc whether or not yer "in" the hole......some basic meds will help i promise....if doc is idiot, get a psych. i had to....prayers and strength, 'core

[venora]

tulips and hrd core are right   Depression is so very treatable with med and therapy.Get to your doc and tell what you are going through or better yet a psychiatrist would be better.Please post to let us know how you are .Know you arent alone and you are loved. prayers and healing energy coming your way
Love Venora

[Joystick22]

Thanks for replying everyone. I will try to get to a counsellor or a doctor but its hard for me to do so. I have told my parents how i feel but they dont believe in depression and just tell me to snap out of it which doesnt help.

Worst of all its report card time and my grades arent the best. I try in school and everything but I have a hard time focusing in school as I get constantly destracted and have a tough time just getting started on my work.


Well again, thanks for replying

[venora]

Joy is there a counseler at school you can talk to?maybe the counseler could try to help your parents about understaning what you are going through.
Love venora

[Joystick22]

Yeah i guess i could talk to a counsellor at school. I just dont even know what to say to them and I would feel pretty stupid.

Is there maybe online  counsellors you can talk to ?

As for my parents I'll get through it some how hopefully.