It's like ADD in the background of my mind while I'm trying to focus. Random sentences and thoughts that dont make sense when I take a leak or shower. The same thing when you're half asleep.
Smoking pot or having a couple of drinks turns it off. Otherwise it's there making the day go faster without ever really being awake like when I was a child and could actually think clearly.
I also have these random sentences that pop in my head mostly when I'm getting ready in the morning. I had been ignoring it for a while but one day I listened..and it made no sense. Now anytime it happens ill try to figure out if it has any correlation to my life..and it never does. I never know what it means. I grew up in a fast traumatic childhood but I've never been depressed. For the most part I'm a super happy person. I saw a therapist and asked about it and she suggested writing them down but I always forget. I've been wondering lately what's wrong with me. I do also have very paranoid thoughts.
I also have these random sentences that pop in my head mostly when I'm getting ready in the morning. I had been ignoring it for a while but one day I listened..and it made no sense. Now anytime it happens ill try to figure out if it has any correlation to my life..and it never does. I never know what it means. I grew up in a fast traumatic childhood but I've never been depressed. For the most part I'm a super happy person. I saw a therapist and asked about it and she suggested writing them down but I always forget. I've been wondering lately what's wrong with me. I do also have very paranoid thoughts.
I have this problem also.. strange thoughts that I know arent really what I think, that they are insane or absolutely out of context for me. I have been off my meds (usually lithium, klonopin, ambien, and topamax) for a while now and it seems to be getting worse. i have heard on random (not often) occasions actual screaming or my name being yelled out and i know its in my head, also, I have heard whole sentences, I went as far as to think my house was haunted. heh. but I know its all a symptom of my bipolar/BPD/OCD issues. the worst part is (and mostly this happened when I was a child) the guilt from the crazy thoughts would eat me alive and i would keep thinking about them and feel awful, even though I knew I didnt really feel this way- but as a young child, I thought I must be a monster. Now I know Im obsessive compulsive (I used to have the compulsion to scream aloud compulsively when I was 10) and that its all part of the disorder. I am making arrangements to get back on my medications, unfortunately in the town I live in, the problem is is that the only doctors I have seen have been horrible here so far so im always terrified to see a new one. But its becoming unbearable so I am hopefully going to ask to be referred by my family doctor when he gets back from vacation next week. Going to group therapy helped me immensely in the past, and I am going to do that too. Im glad to know im not the only one who goes through this though, sometimes i just feel like im plain crazy. lol.
I experience this too. Like an annoying internal voice/ dialogue inside my head. I am usually unable to decipherwhat the voice(me) is saying ,except occasionally i'll make out a few random words or an odd sentence, that generally don't make any sense. If i am actively engaged in a real conversation with someone, i tend not to suffer whith this. However,if i am inert e.g falling a sleep, then it tends to occur. Maybe you could attribute this to the conscious mind winding down / unconscious mind take over. It also occurs quite often as i am waking up. Sometimes in the mornings i'll be aware of this voice and it's inane ramblings droning away in my head again, but at the very moment i become aware of this the voice it stops and i can't really remember any of what i heard. Sometimes i'll just be sitting doing something, like playing the guitar, and as i am concentrating on that i become aware of the fact that this voice has been rambling in the back of my mind again.
There was another post on this forum about constantly talking to yourself in your head . I feel that i do that do. I feel like i am constantly talking to myself in my head or some third party ,as someone on this forum described it. Only sometimes, a lot of time, this third party is someone i know. It can be someone i know quite well, or just an aquaintance, or people whom i've never properly met. These conversations take the form of arguements, casual chat . They kinda cover the whole spectrum of conversation. Sometimes i'll be engaged in a perfectly normal pleasant conversation with someone on the outside, whilsty simultaneously engaging in one of these internal dialogues. If i'm having an argument in the internal then i might scowl or grimace or frown or whatever. Do you get where i'm going with this? Then th real person i am talking to is wondering what the **** is wrong with me... sorry i can't elucidate more on this,
Ok. Also, i think i have this nervous tick. This is one of the worst parts: i feel like i am constantly fighting the urge to laugh or smirk. I feel like i can't control my emotions. I think the laugh/ smirk used to be a nervous thing, but now i feel like it is more of a muscle memory related thing: My brain has learnt this mode of behaviour, and regardless of whether i feel nervous/ self conscious whatever, it just happens, or tries to happen( i fight it) This even happens sometimes when i am completely alone e.g i was walking home at 12 midnight there was no one / nothing around that could make me self conscious but i still felt myself wanting to laugh.
Also: A lot of the time i feel very anxious and self conscious. I often feel that people are laughing at me. Sometimes when people smile at me i believe they are actually laughing at me
I guess i feel depressed or sad a lot to. But it's usually not that severe. I don't exhibit your typical depression symtoms e.g staying in bed all day etc . Basically, i function. But sometimes that's all i feel i do . I exist. I don't feel i've ever experienced long term happiness. Even when i do experience a positive emotion it's always coloured with this negative depressing feeling. It's always there in the background.like a vague feeling of malaise or something. This is hard. I'm not very good at talking about or descrbing emotions, and i wish i could give a more coherent and concise version of what i feel. but i can't, sorry
one more thing i notice: My sexuality / sexual preference seems to swing/vacillate from one extrem to the other e.g straight - bi - gay - a sexual
Sorry for this inarticualate ramble and sorry for hijacking this thread
I think I've had what you are describing, with hearing a voice in my head. It only happens on rare occasions, and I have no idea what a trigger would be. It usually sounds like a boring teacher or my mother giving a lecture, and it is more boring than anything.
Hello
I havent experienced this, hearing thoughts. But my thoughts became irrational.
I had untreated depression and it turned into psychotic depression. I think it is just a way that depression gets worse.
I think hearing thoughts is close to hearing voices.
I also took anti dpressant with anti psychotic, which worked. The first time I gave up the anti psychotic I slipped back. So I took it for another year and did manage to give it up 2 months ago.