I've suffered from severe depression in the past due to a medication i was on and social "things". It runs in my family and im really not sure if that was the only time i was depressed.
When i was 10-11 I would sit in my room cry and put a knife to my wrist wondering if i should do it.
This was before the medication, i didnt really think there was anything unusal about suicidal thoughts when i was younger and my family didnt quite notice that i was depressed.
Now, off of the medication and problem free, i still feel depressed.. if thats even whats wrong with me.
im really not sure if its anxiety or bipolar or what!
i get servere mood swings where i can be extremely happy, than feel like crying shortly after.
when i argue with someone about the smallest thing, i end up screaming and yelling and afterwards having no idea why, i have constant thoughts about suicide, i have extreme anger, i cry at the drop of a hat and i go from one emotion to another in the matter of minuites,
so my question is, Whats wrong with me?