Why can't I get past this feeling of sadness and disappointment?

[kay3825]

I have been suffering from Depression for almost 10 years now and I am 21. I have had a lot of issues in my life and things have been good and bad. Last year I did follow throw with attempting to end my life and never will do it again. I have went through break ups and disappointments and have tried everything to get through them. I have and am still on antidepressants and anxiety medicine. I have been through counseling and have seen many psychologist. I ultimately feel like I have done okay but still never feel happy. I do work ever day and go to school but I can normal put a front on to get through the day. Lately I have been feeling disappointed, sad and unsatisfied. I just want a break and to have things go good for awhile. I will start talking to someone (a guy) then somehow get disappointed. It ***** to always feel like your not good enough or feel used.  Everyone tells me it will get better but how do you get through it till things do look up? It ***** living your life trying to be happy. You should just naturally be happy.

[babiezRblessingz]

You are your best friend and your worst enemy...no one else can hurt you unless you let them,,,,<3

[mandapanda928]

I've been dealing with it for a very long time also. I know how you feel, nothing is ever enough it feels like. My biggest advice is to learn to love yourself and know what you deserve.Lets face it most guys are assholes . And they don't deserve a good woman , most of them deserve each other. Do you have coping skills? Do you write in a journal? Do you have good friends? Do you take care of yourself? do you ever cut yourself a break.? If you don't then you should. You deserve the best . JUST REMEMBER THAT.