accident

I was gonna write more but i deleted it.
the concise version is that im not really a terrible person, but i dont add anything positive to anyones life either
i just take up space, i pollute the earth every day without giving anything back to anyone
im just an average loser who plain doesnt deserve to live

i figure if i dont have a best friend or a boyfriend i really make happy soon
i guess if i cant make anyone happy then
why bother you know

[freddie8605]

How do you know you don't make people happy? I don't have a best friend, or many friends but i have family, and sometimes and i feel like i am a burden on them, but i think the truth is that your family and friends would be devastated if you were not here, simply because they love you. And i know that because no matter how much i hurt and put my family out, they are still there for me everyday. And that is a families job. Do you like animals? A pet animal i think would be great for making you see how important you really are.

I think maybe you should see a councilor and talk about this feelings, because i think you can be happy and not feel like this.  You do deserve to live, and be happy.

Hope this helps
Freddie

[mammo]

Everyone has something to offer and you are no different.  Don't allow how many friends or not having a boyfriend define who you are!  You as a person are not defined by this.  Think of an orphan who grows up  going from one foster home to another and yet they rise above it and move forward never having anyone that really cared or feeling they belonged anywhere.  You have to find happiness within, and start bulding on that.  You matter in this world, and you need to start getting involved in activities that you enjoy.  By doing this not only will you be doing things you enjoy, you will also meet like minded people and make friends.  Decide today that you are going to be who and what you are, and others will accept and respect you for this.  Just by being "you" you have a lot to offer everyone and the world.  I do think some therapy would help you get to a better place emotionally, and give you some support to start accepting that you do have a lot to offer.  We all feel beaten down at times and all we can do is get back up and keep going and it all works out.  Seek help with this, we all need to at some point and that's okay.  You have a lot of living to do and you don't want to miss a moment of it.  I know you can do this!!  We're always here for you and I hope this has helped.

[innerchild09]

You do have something to offer. You dont know you might be making your friends happy. I think you need to see a counciler to get all these feelings out. You do deserve to live, but I dont dismiss how you feel or anything. I know what its like to feel that way. I feel like a total burdon and a waste of space often. So I know how you feel. I dont have any friends at all and I rarely see my family except for my mom who I live with. Other then that I dont have anyone. So I totally get it.