anyone thats been through a mental disability hearing

ADDED INFORMATION FOR WHOMEVER WANTS TO HELP......Ive already been denied 4 years ago when I first ap-plied when I got sober.(well 2 years after) cause everyone was telling me if I get off the drugs, I can hold a job down) so I treied for 2 years)  i went thru 32 jobs, none of them lasted 2 weeks in fact only 2 lasted 2 weeks the rest 1 day, 3 days a week, one lasted 45 minutes lol, I started crying cause i was working at petsmart and couldnt hold myself together to watch the cats caged up. Anyway, I applied got deni9ed, and then got lawyers that specialize in helping people get disability.Then they go thru what u call a reconsideration, and was denied (they say that 87 percent of peole get denied up till the hearing). thats what Ive read and heard. Ive heard that your best chance to win is when you see a judge and he sees you and asks you questions and my attorneys say the are going to call me in oct to start prepping me for the hearing. So if anyone else is reading , did they hear this as well? With all you have read my, my pschy phd. says there is no way in   gods green earth i could hold down a job right now or for see the next year ,me working. Nursegirl6672 you were great, but Im looking for someone that has actually gone through the appeals process to the hearing for mental illness??? ANYBODY OUT THERE? I know peole that have goton it but they say they lied and said they heard voices and all this crazy stuff. My manifestation is real, Im going through a divorce cause all I do is accuse my husband of being a cheater and a drunk and I dont trust him round my daughter. not that he would molest her , like my grandpa did to me, but Im afraid my husband will ruin my daughters life because hes not that healthy. hes a good provider but , I dont like his drinking. and his temper. But I have actually seen phone calls on his phone from other woman and then there not here and of accused him of delting them and then the phone bill will come in and they were never there, so I actually create situation that are not true. Ive drove him crazy, he hasnt cheated well he didnt , he probably does now cause I really put him through hell , blaming him everyday of having an affair. Now he knows more about my condition and wants to work on things, but Im afraid I will never get better , I just dont trust men. after everything men have done to me all my life.Its really truley sad. Because my daughter is the victim. I wont keep her out of his life , I just watn my money so I can buy a house and she can go visit dad whenever she wants too. thats another thing my dad left me and my mom when I was a tender 10 years of age because he was a lazy drunk and didnt want to work and met a rich woman and he left me. He wont have anything to do with me and we were best friends up till that age. God why did all this stuff happen. My daughter has to deal with her mother , now, being post tramatic, and I cant be there for her like I want. Also my psch is being supenoed as a clinical doctoral witness) meaning they will put him on stand and deliver his diagnosis about me in medical tems, so the judge can see there is now way I can work. cause I heard thats all the judge is looking for , if there is anything I can do to make money. I cant work by myself cause of my manifestating and my not being able to concentreate or follow directions because I have a very short attention spam due to my mind always racing. and I cant work with ohters because when Im around alot , a few , a couple people , I think there talking about me and I feel worthless and want to run. thats what my doctor call socialized anxiety disorder. Thank you again for reading