deppression

[bangash95]

i am always in depression through out days icant sleep well now,
actually i take pressure from my exam result and our family matter

[ANGELWINGS1971]

I am just so depressed again AS USUAL......this time it is getting worse and worse AS DAYS ARE GOING BY. I really believe if it wsa not for if I killed myself I would go to Hell and that is what is trurely stopping me....but I WANT this pain to end.
I have been on zolof 75mg.
wellbutrin (generic) 2 times a day
now perscribed celexa 20 mg. plus Klonopin .5 twice a day.
due to my epesods my syc doctor said he dont go to hospitals due to his age...Ill have to admit myself somewhere. well I dont want to go anywhre so I called my family doctor he said take xanax .5 mg 3 times a day......nothing working...
SO YESTERDAY I stated taking zolof 75 mg with celexa 20mg to try to help and nope it didn't help was going to tak wellbutrin(generic) 150mg to see if it would help me but Im afraid to die....i want to go to heaven just want to be happy and smile again...
...i still want to disappear, cry a river, hide in a whole, I have anger, pain and worthless ness.......HELP ME....IS THERE ANY MEDS THAT I CAN ASK MY DOCTOR ABOUT AND WOULd HELP ME BE HAPPY AGAIN AND DO THE THINGS I USED TO LOVE AND HAVE TO DO IN LIFE!!!!!
DESPRITLY NEED HELP! PLEASE, PLEASE CAN SOMEONE HELP ME....I DONT WANT TO GO TO A SYC. WORD...I SMOKE AND LIKE MY COFFEE....NO, I DO NOT DRINK ALCOHOL....DID SOME BUT NEVER FOR A LONG TIME. i DONT WANT TO BE CRAZY BUT I FEEL IM HEADED THERE OR ALREADY THERE!!!!HELP@
LOVE,
MARY BETH
angelwings1971
AM I BEING TREATED FOR THE WRONG THING...
I READ ABOUT UNIPOLAR MAJOR DEPRESSION ETC....I NO NOT BI POLAR DUE TO THIS IS EVERY DAY AND I DONT GET A HIGH FROM LIFE AND ENERGIZED....I AM SAD AND CRY AND DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME. I M ANGRY SRUSTRATED NEVER HAPPY AND AGRAVATED. ALL THE TIME!!!!!

[Abhijeet Deshmukh, MD]

Hello.

Can you write more about your worries and concerns? It might help other people on the forum help you. It is a good sign that you understand you might be taking undue stress out of your exams. If you would like to discuss anything more here, please go ahead.

Regards

Abhijeet Deshmukh, MD