I've had a rough life, I'm a 20 year old woman, and I just feel so lost. I do my daily tasks everyday, but am constantly wondering why I'm even alive. I try and force myself to think about all the positives in life, but I never see a point in living. I see it as, we only live just to die. We can't take our homes, friends, pets, family and such with us when we die, so why do we even need to live?