I am on day two. My mood = mean as a snake. Why? My blood pressure and a wife (common law, though not for much longer) wife who is actually antagonizing me. She sent me a text from the next room saying something along the lines of 'you can't be that sick if you're on the internet. I didn't have the money to fill my script, I am a personal trainer and the commission cheques never came in for whatever reason. It kind of messed up my schedule. Anyway, long story short, I have been trying to explain, research, try and make her understand that this is not something that you can just quit. She told me to go and kill myself because she said that I was 'rude' to her. Maybe I was. But never to that extent. Ever. And if she is sick, which is often, she has got something called Angioedema that requires high doses of anti-histamine and Epi-pens, and we happen to be arguing (which really isn't often) no matter how bothered or annoyed I am, I drop everything to make sure that she is OK.
I guess this wasn't really a question - but more of a vent. I am usually extremely articulate but I can't even focus well enough to read this page. Sweating, nausea, zaps.
I am sorry if this isn't supposed to be here. I guess I am just looking for people to commiserate with.
Jason