emotional eating...

so... I have been feeling terribly down the past week or two... I should be feeling happy because my 21st birthday is on sunday, and my wedding is coming up in june... but I am not happy. I dont want to clean the house, go to work, or even leave the couch. I broke down crying today and i hardly ever do that. I dont know what my problem is anymore. I just feel empty inside. I just want to be left alone. I live with my man but sometimes I just want to be by myself... I usually love his company, but not lately... I love him so much but I hope im not hurting him by acting like this lately... I would love to talk to someone about this, anyone...

[mammo]

You may just be over-whelmed by all that's happening in your life right now, which is understandable.  You don't want to hurt the man you love, or continue feeling so badly, so I think you need to truly think about all of this.  If this has been going on for awhile, I think it's best that you do talk to a professional, and get the help that is needed.  You're young with so many exciting things happening for you and should be having a wonderful time, not feeling like you do.  Sometimes we don't even know why we are feeling like we are and this is where a therapist can help.  You have symptoms of depression, but only a professional can diagnose this. You're not alone with this, and we are always here, but seek help with this so that you can start living the happy life you want and deserve.  Take care....