help me

[corderro]

im 15 years old my step dad died 12 weeks ago and me and my mom had no were 2 go but my grand fathers he has started loseing it has tryed hitting me and i lost all my friends when we moved me and my mom are going through hell ever day cuz of him and im loseing will to live need help

[Kermit the Hermit]

tune it out listen to music focus elsewhere

me and my wife the landlord want to get rid of the house we are in

its hell and so hard to keep depression and anxiety worry all that down

i just tune it out as much as possible drives the park

my music my cat wife the mile long list

we tend to focus on the problem and then we cant see or find the answers

if we find ways to calm our self's we start finding solutions answers and ways

see if these help you and mom

http://singlemomfinancialhelp.com/housing-for-single-mothers/

http://www.singlemoms.org/housing-assistance-for-single-mothers/

http://umcssa.org/financial-help/housing-assistance-for-single-moms/

http://portal.hud.gov/hudportal/HUD?src=/topics/rental_assistance

http://www.incomebasedapartments.net/low-income-housing-assistance.html

see if those will help mom

taking your life is never a option if you believe you know where you will go

you wont know the number of people and lives you will hurt by doing that

theres more in your life than you know and your mom needs you

when you get settled new friends will come fast

stop smell the grass touch everything see how every sec of life is valuable

and how beautiful it is around us

best wishes

[nursegirl6572]

Oh my, honey I'm so sorry, both for the loss of your stepdad, and also what you're going through now.

Is the grandfather you're living with your Mom's father?  Have you tried talking to your Mom about the situation?  Does she know he's been acting aggressive with you and almost put his hands on you?  How does he treat her?

Sorry for all the questions, I'm just trying to get a feel for where your Mom is in all of this.  If you feel she's not willing to listen to your concerns, then I would strongly advise talking to another trusted adult...an aunt?  Uncle?  Teacher?  You've reached out for help here, which is great, but hon you need help in person as well.

Sweetie, you know that suicide isn't going to fix anything right? What you need to do is get help to change your situation.  If your Mom won't take measures to get you out of that environment, then you're going to have to go to another adult for help.

PLEASE, if you're feeling you may harm yourself, get help right away, call 911 if you have to.  Also, ask your Mom if she would get you into some therapy.  You're dealing with so much, you need that support from a 3rd party unbiased person, not to mention a therapist will help you find ways to cope also.

Praying for you, that your situation changes very quickly.  Please keep posting, talk to us.