help

i can feel happy one second and sad the next i get depressed easily i hate being this way i want to cry and die i don't know what to do anymore i have so much faith in god that he will  guide me through this but i just am having problems i am tryin to let go of someone i loved soooooooooo much devin he died this year which makes me feel depression alot of the times i feel alone alot and stupid for tryin to get through to some people i need someone to talk to to understand i want to make friends and be happy but every time i start to thin k i'm makin a friend they call me a mean name but when i was in love i never not once felt bad about myself i felt happy and excited that i had that wonderful gift of love but then it all ened and i miss it it makes me depressed and i don't know what to do please help if u can

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Some of this would depress anyone but regardless its worth talking to someone about. Speak to your school guidance counselor and if they feel a further referral is needed they would be able to take care of that. All of this can be helped and if needed treated.