I need to talk to someone, anyone, I am alone here after my husband died. His family is out of state and I have no family here, only in PA. Everyone said we will talk to you, just call us, we are here for you, but then they disappear when I need help. I can't sleep, eat, and now am sick with stomach ache and diarrhea and don't know where to turn, I feel like an ornament on a tree, just hanging there.