if i wasnt pregnant......

[boothang8695]

I'm to the point that if I wasn't pregnant I'm pretty sure I would be cutting myself up in the bathroom or I would commit suicide. The only reason I'm alive and unharmed is because I don't see this as my body anymore. This is my child's body n safe place. If I cut myself up horribly what is my child going to think of all mommy's scares and I'm not going to end my life because I now carry another life. This child is keeping me alive and safe.but I have no family to help with my depression, my drs won't help and it started when my fiance came home and is drunker then ****. I have no where to go so leaving isn't an option and yes I have a job but its worthless. I'm 20 weeks as of today. I'm just so done.....

[boothang8695]

It wasn't just because he came home drunk. Have you ever had to carry a 28 yr old through a house undress him and then hear that he doesn't care what happens to me or baby and that while he was at the bar he screwed a random chick?

[MarandaLeeAnne]

Take a deep breath in and deep breath out, stress isnt good for the baby. Everything will work out in the end...especially when you see your little baby foe the first time.

[london_______]

Hope ur ok please be strong stay positive better days are a head

[BABYDOLL774]

Um you feel this way because your bf came home drunk?