im depress feeling i wana die

[cookiemonster77777]

hi,,, lately after i come back from korea and me and my girlfriend had little incident where we r freaking about pregnancy (all the people said its impossible or not likely but still worryies me to death)

anyways i can't sleep during night,, i can't enjoy hanging out wiht my friends,,,
i can't enjoy anything,,
in korea vacation btw,,, visited my family :) everytime i woke up theres lot of people,, activity i can do,, just people was around and family too
but now here,,, i live with my mom only,, and she works at least 10 hours a day and schools out so i have no one at my house,,, and lately im having this preg or not concern making me wanting to give up my life is killing me,,,

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i think it will help if u guys read it

anyways im on computer 24/7 reading about it worrying about it but it can't leave my mind

i cry during night,,, i can't enjoy anything

and on november im going to sent off for my basic for navy training
and just thought how lonely my mom will be
she have no friend here because we r koreans and she can't speak any english,, she comes up watch netflix and sleep im the only person she talks too,,
i just had this idea of how badof son i am and how lonely she will be when im gone
shes recently divorced too

i know that my main concern is that preg or not thing i have in my mind and its killing me im asking myself what if she is even though its not possible accoding to 40 people i asked,,,,

i just wana just tell my mom and say lets die or just kill myself,, go to bad neighborhood and get on fight so i can go to hospital where people r there 24/7 i even thought about that

this girl and i,,, because of this concern its not going good,, before i loved to talk to her,, now shes the main problem i my life i think,,, she used to be independent and strong now shes needy and want me and stuff
i can't handle it

idk if this is depression or not but i just can't take this anymore i want to die someone plz help me plz

[r1kuz]

Naw shes not pregnant if she was on her period and wore tampon, sperm cant travel through a panty and a tampon and if it did her period is a sign that shes not ovulating so 0% chance of getting pregnant, talking from experience cuz i always had unprotected sex while on period and my bf always ejaculated inside and no pregnancy until of course we decided to have a baby! And yes im pregnant right now. But to get a woman pregnant it will normally take about 6 months of unprotected sex, i dont know why but it true for me it took me a year to get pregnant and i kinda lost hope i thought i was broken. So i recommend you ease up :) and track her period cuz women isnt fertile at all times just only 3-4 days only and it obviously isnt at her period its about 2 weeks after. And to close up dear boy you shouldnt have those thoughts, you should be stronger and be there for your mom and make her proud by being strong, a man. I know its not easy but your current situation you must not view it as the end of the world, life is yummy :D! And i tell you ive fallen hard in my life but with each fall i rose up stronger >D (omg i could keep on going!) but n/e ways go fight off that depression and love your mother and if u need someone to talk to jus type "Riku Daigo" on fb. Come on! Fighting!!

[ninasg61]

Relax is right,,,, take her to the DR.. and stop pancking!!   Trust and Faith up on ur familly...xo

[RainLover71]

settle down & relax,you don't need to react this way.Your life is not that bad at all if you compare it to others.Seek some therapy & talk to someone.You need to talk to work all this out.

[cookiemonster77777]

pps.. like i mentioned above shes getting tender breast cramping the sign of period she always get before her period,,, but im concern is that this can be sign of preg too and

she said shes positive about having period anytime soon,,, (its june 3 today) and im scared cause waht if she don't what if shes preg... u know thats my concern

im at the door step from being happiest guy to just wana die guy right now

[cookiemonster77777]

this is the problem im having about preg or not thing the concern thats killing me


can this cause preg and what are these sign mean plz help!!!
1. i c.u.m ON girls pantie while she was wearing it( she was wet)
2. she had her tampon in
3. she said shes moderate flow
4. after i ejaculated on her pantie she put her jean back on for 40 min or more and after that she took a bath
now its been about a month (this happen on june 4th) and she didn't had her period (she did say shes constantly inconsistent and right now (july 2nd) isn't late),,
she said
shes cramping and have tender breast,,
now i asked if she felt like this before her period other times and she said yes,,
but i looked up and this could be another sign of pregnancy.... (is it or is the signs too early for u to FREAK out about this is sign of pregnancy)

now shes NOT having other syptoms of preg like dizziness,, frequent urination,,, spotting(brown or pink) dark nipple , morning sickness

i heard that semen can stay inside girls vagina canal,, can that happen here even she had her tampon in

also we keep putting images that she is, pregnant its killing me and her,,,
we r 18 and we can't afford to have baby,,, my penis never touched her vagina
she said i *** on her breast and on her stomach too so not allsemen was ejaculated on her pantie she was wearing plz help plz we even talked about dying because of such stress

ps. she said she started her last period (june) on june 1st,,,
so if we had this incident on june 4th,, is that the time of ovulation or no?
and is yes (its time of ovulation) good or no (like which answer give me less chance of preg here yes ovu,, or no )

im asking a lot here im freaking out sooo much

i can't sleep i keep waking up,, im on computer 24/7,, i had argue with her
plz give me long detailed answer or something plz help plz

[cookiemonster77777]

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