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im overdosing
i wrote twice but none answered me.PLZ i NEED HELP can anyone tell me what do do?im dyeing,im suicide.im 22 and i have more than six yrs with depression,anxiety,panic attac,agoraphobia,personality disorder and many other problems with my mind health.and at this point i see my life its destroyed so i cant go on.i just want to know why life its so unfair :''''''''( i feel guilty for my family which dont have a idea that i'll leave them and i regret for this ..oh God why me :'( why me :'(
Hon, there are no doctors or experts here, just other members who have gone through similar experiences. Have you sought any professional help yet? Of course we can be here to support you, but again, we are not a substitute for real medical care, which is what you need.
Your attempts to OD will eventually be successful, and I find that SO very sad because your loved ones will be changed FOREVER in ways you can never begin to understand. Unfortunately, I've known several people who have taken that road....what follows is utter devastation for the loved ones. They NEVER recover...because it's not like a non-suicidal death...they are left with questions and "what if's" for the rest of their life. They blame themselves, they blame each other...entire families are torn apart. They will have anger and resentment towards you. So much of what was important or special about your life will be gone...the only thing people will remember is that you killed yourself. That's so true...I'm only being 100% honest with you.
Also, many loved ones of suicide victims often commit suicide themselves at some point. I'm telling you, VERY honestly, that these people are literally left as hollow shells, like zombies. Now, I KNOW you don't want that. You're too kind a person to be okay with inficting that kind of pain on people who care about you so much, and having people remember you only for one desperate act, instead of all of the great things you have accomplished.. You're in the depths of despair where NOTHING looks hopeful. A lot of us have been there, and most of us, with PROFESSIONAL help have managed to crawl back out of those holes. Don't you want that? Isn't it worth the fight? If you die, you'll never know what "could've been". If anything, think of the path of emotional destruction you killing yourself would cause your family and friends. If anything...be strong for THEM and do the right thing. Depression is often caused by a chemical imbalance, YOU cannot help that, which is why you need to seek out a doctor.
NO ONE can help you if you don't seek some kind of help. You have to take that first step. Go to a hospital, call 911, whatever you have to do. All you have to say is that you're suicidal, the professionals will guide you from there.
I want your next post to be all about that call you made...and what the plan is. Do whatever it takes to fight this. WAY too many people have overcome this feeling of despair for you to think this is the answer...you're smart, so I KNOW you know what I'm saying.
Get that help, NOW...don't wait another minute. We'll be here to support you every step of the way, but we can't fix you....we're only other people with the same kinds of problems who care a whole lots about others. It's easy tp make the decision to quit...but a hell of a lot more rewarding to make the decision to fight like hell to get YOU back.
Your attempts to OD will eventually be successful, and I find that SO very sad because your loved ones will be changed FOREVER in ways you can never begin to understand. Unfortunately, I've known several people who have taken that road....what follows is utter devastation for the loved ones. They NEVER recover...because it's not like a non-suicidal death...they are left with questions and "what if's" for the rest of their life. They blame themselves, they blame each other...entire families are torn apart. They will have anger and resentment towards you. So much of what was important or special about your life will be gone...the only thing people will remember is that you killed yourself. That's so true...I'm only being 100% honest with you.
Also, many loved ones of suicide victims often commit suicide themselves at some point. I'm telling you, VERY honestly, that these people are literally left as hollow shells, like zombies. Now, I KNOW you don't want that. You're too kind a person to be okay with inficting that kind of pain on people who care about you so much, and having people remember you only for one desperate act, instead of all of the great things you have accomplished.. You're in the depths of despair where NOTHING looks hopeful. A lot of us have been there, and most of us, with PROFESSIONAL help have managed to crawl back out of those holes. Don't you want that? Isn't it worth the fight? If you die, you'll never know what "could've been". If anything, think of the path of emotional destruction you killing yourself would cause your family and friends. If anything...be strong for THEM and do the right thing. Depression is often caused by a chemical imbalance, YOU cannot help that, which is why you need to seek out a doctor.
NO ONE can help you if you don't seek some kind of help. You have to take that first step. Go to a hospital, call 911, whatever you have to do. All you have to say is that you're suicidal, the professionals will guide you from there.
I want your next post to be all about that call you made...and what the plan is. Do whatever it takes to fight this. WAY too many people have overcome this feeling of despair for you to think this is the answer...you're smart, so I KNOW you know what I'm saying.
Get that help, NOW...don't wait another minute. We'll be here to support you every step of the way, but we can't fix you....we're only other people with the same kinds of problems who care a whole lots about others. It's easy tp make the decision to quit...but a hell of a lot more rewarding to make the decision to fight like hell to get YOU back.
You have to stop thinking about the whole ending your life situation because it's not helping you.We can all get better & there is no need to end a healthy life.You need to keep communicating & there are clinics in your country that can help.This isn't the end,it's just the start.LAIBA was in the same situation as you and now look at her--she has improved--so can you.
p.s im overdosing everyday with different meds,why its not happening anythink just dizziness,tired,vomit,nothing more,its my boddy immune from meds or what :s
thank you again for supporting me.now its start a birg problem for me .me and my family today are going at town for all the summer and there i've a lot of cousins and i'll never be alone at my own :'( they'll understand my ill and my situation..oh God im over :'( can any one or any expert or doc tell me the reason why im not recognizing my members family :'( a girl with 22 yrs can not know her own family which grew up with them.ok maybe i can deal with depression or anxiety but not with this fact :'( i really dont know what to do,i feel like stranger here,im dyeing :''''''''''''''''''''''''(((((((
I think it is great that you two are supporting each other through a hard time. You know how each other feels. It will help you both, I am sure, to keep in touch here.
Keep going, both of you. You know we all care about you both. We will support you.
Keep going, both of you. You know we all care about you both. We will support you.
You said no one cares about you,look at all wonderful replys they are all here to listen to you and help you. Do not overdose yourself its not good for you,just visit your doctor and tell him everything you are going through.
I am too just like you but after saying all my feelings in this fourm and get motivational replys i am really encouraged. No parents like to see their child in pain,just tell them about your feelings and they surly understand.
You wanna live,yes, thats why you are fighting for it and telling us about your feelings. EVERY BREATH COUNTS and that is gift for you from life..
keep posting there, because if no one listen and understands you, we all do as all of has been gone through similar situation in our lifes
FIGHT FOR IT AND ITS ONLY YOU WHO CAN DO IT......
I am too just like you but after saying all my feelings in this fourm and get motivational replys i am really encouraged. No parents like to see their child in pain,just tell them about your feelings and they surly understand.
You wanna live,yes, thats why you are fighting for it and telling us about your feelings. EVERY BREATH COUNTS and that is gift for you from life..
keep posting there, because if no one listen and understands you, we all do as all of has been gone through similar situation in our lifes
FIGHT FOR IT AND ITS ONLY YOU WHO CAN DO IT......
You are not crazy. You are ill. You didn't do anything wrong, anymore than these people here. No is judging you, only yourself. You are not a bad person. You are not being punished. It is not better to end your life.
Yes depression is a living hell, too right. Many, many people have depression. Many feel like you. But we are not worthless. This illness is getting the upper hand. You have to fight it. Don't let it win. No one deserves the pain we suffer. You are not alone. We all feel like that sometimes. It passes, believe me.
If you go to see a doctor, and tell him you don't want to go on, and tell them all you have told us, ask for help and support. Please do not give in to these strong feelings. FIGHT, FIGHT, and you will surprised how you find the strength. You are a good person. God is not ready for you yet.
Keep in touch with all these good, kind people here. See how much everyone cares about you.
We all belong in this world, because we were put here. We have all suffered terribly. You can get through this. I know you are saying you can't go on. I've had said it many times. Some of us, like me, have had depression a long time. Others have one bout, and recover with help. That is what you need.
We can listen, and "talk" to you. We do not want you to do anything to harm yourself. You must go on living.
We do not tire of reading posts. We reach out to those who need our support. We care about each other.
Yes depression is a living hell, too right. Many, many people have depression. Many feel like you. But we are not worthless. This illness is getting the upper hand. You have to fight it. Don't let it win. No one deserves the pain we suffer. You are not alone. We all feel like that sometimes. It passes, believe me.
If you go to see a doctor, and tell him you don't want to go on, and tell them all you have told us, ask for help and support. Please do not give in to these strong feelings. FIGHT, FIGHT, and you will surprised how you find the strength. You are a good person. God is not ready for you yet.
Keep in touch with all these good, kind people here. See how much everyone cares about you.
We all belong in this world, because we were put here. We have all suffered terribly. You can get through this. I know you are saying you can't go on. I've had said it many times. Some of us, like me, have had depression a long time. Others have one bout, and recover with help. That is what you need.
We can listen, and "talk" to you. We do not want you to do anything to harm yourself. You must go on living.
We do not tire of reading posts. We reach out to those who need our support. We care about each other.
Focus--thats what you need to do.You have to beat these phobias & hold onto life.Sometimes we are pushed to the limit but never let people see that you are weak because this is when they go after us.Strength tells people that you mean business,
Thank you guys for wrote me.here in my country yes has some doctors,but i cant go see tham bcoz of my agoraphobia and i was in meds for six yrs,i have been in to many meds but nothing never helped me.oh my dears im sorry that mayb u r tired from readin my posts but u r all who i talk to.i dont want to die if anyone dont know my reason why i did it.but why i have to see doctors when i want to suicide:s ,here if anyone knows my problem and my mind's ill they gona say"oh she lost her mind"and ppl will think im crazy.so my friend do you agree with me that its better to end up my life and than i"ll even hear them and just pass away maybe in quite place or just burn in hell,i dont care because its that hell im living now.i just wondering what did i do wrong that life its judging me:'( i swear i didnt deserve all this pain that's killing me slowly.my tears are dry now,i dont have force to cry anymore because.i dont blonge to this world, i swear .again thank you im happy that some ppl listened me once in all my lif
We all ask "why me" but I would say "why not me?" People all over the world are suffering with grave illnesses.
When I joined this forum I felt like you. I have taken an overdose, and saw what it did to my family. I fight this depression, and have done for many years. With the right medication you should get through this very dark place you are in at the moment. You have friends here, and we care what happens to you.
Please get help. I understand living where you do, it must be difficult. People here in the UK and those in the USA probably find it much easier to get help. Is there no one in your country who can help?
When I joined this forum I felt like you. I have taken an overdose, and saw what it did to my family. I fight this depression, and have done for many years. With the right medication you should get through this very dark place you are in at the moment. You have friends here, and we care what happens to you.
Please get help. I understand living where you do, it must be difficult. People here in the UK and those in the USA probably find it much easier to get help. Is there no one in your country who can help?
You are not alone. Many of us have felt what you are feeling. It will get better even though it doesn't seem like it right now. Please keep seeking help. Talk therapy and the right meds can help you. A doctor or a hospital emergency room is where to start. Love and Peace.
We are certainly here to support you, but this forum is NOT a substitute for REAL, IN PERSON professional help, which is what you need. You need to seek help immediately. There is very little we can do for you over the internet.
Listen please.You can fight this.I use to think the same way as you that things would never get better and I had to wait a long time but then things improved and I was ok again.Please stay with us and don't feel alone.You have many people here that care about you.Be strong.Human beings are so tough--we can fight any situation.Keep talking to us.
oh God,i couldn't deal with this situation for many years,and at this point im destroyed,disappoint,and i have no solution,that's why for to days now im overdosing and i'll do it again,because i just want to finish this hell im living,i know that this are my last days im living and i don't care,i never felt happy or anything good.2day i overdosed again and it didn't functioned but im doing it again because i hate my self and all the world :'( i wish you all the best and thank you so much
Ok,I read that but you can get better even though the family & your partner don't really understand what you are going through.You have to find something to do,something that will occupy your mind.This is so important.Try and find a better doctor and better meds.Without xanax or lexapro I find it very hard to function.The thing is we all need to find a distraction that takes us away from the depression.
i wrote up there for all my problems,see my second comment and thank you for supporting me
Why are you in such pain--what has happened in your life.Tell us everything.We are listening.
i did it again :'( im sorry i m writting here,but its the only place i can tell anyone how do i feel,maybe its the best way to end up my pain in my soul.however i thank you all for everything
We are not permitted to make specific medication recomendations. There are a lot of meds out there, a doctor will know which ones would be appropriate.
If tou are trying to overdose, you need to go to your local emergency room, or call an ambulance NOW, before you don't get the chance to try and get better...and devastate your family forever.
Look up "derealization" and "depersonalization", I think you'll see that you are probably suffering from these, they are common side effects of anxiety and depression. When you described not "recognizing" your family, that's the first thing that came to my mind. And, you're not crazy, but you do need some aggressive help....get it, now!
If tou are trying to overdose, you need to go to your local emergency room, or call an ambulance NOW, before you don't get the chance to try and get better...and devastate your family forever.
Look up "derealization" and "depersonalization", I think you'll see that you are probably suffering from these, they are common side effects of anxiety and depression. When you described not "recognizing" your family, that's the first thing that came to my mind. And, you're not crazy, but you do need some aggressive help....get it, now!
thank you so much,but im wondering why i should live in a life that i don't want to,and other happy people dies .its not fair i swear.i need to know what kind of meds i must use which can help me.i tried fluoxetine,velafax,demetrin,rivotril,xanax and so many many others,but nothing helped me.i want to know will i have a normal life any time,even for one day?:'(
Please don't harm yourself because your life is important.Just go to your doctor and change the meds.If you need to talk more we are here.Don't give up.
Please go to your doctor asap and try to explain whats going on? Trying to cope with all your going through on your own is not going to help you out of this episode. I just want to say with a mood disorder, anxiety disorder and dealing with agoraphobia myself aswellll being in this mood state can and will pass with the right treatment and support.Although I know it doesn't feel like that at the moment, I have been where you are many times before and despair and desperation are common when this low.
You don't say whether you are being treated with medication but if you are it sounds like the dosages need to be certainly looked at and maybe adjusted.
First stop for you should be contacting either your treating pdoc or seeing your G.P. Immediately for advice and support.let us know how you are and take care.
You don't say whether you are being treated with medication but if you are it sounds like the dosages need to be certainly looked at and maybe adjusted.
First stop for you should be contacting either your treating pdoc or seeing your G.P. Immediately for advice and support.let us know how you are and take care.
Call an ambulance or go to the emergency room right now. There are other ways out of this misery I promise.
You need to seek professional help and go on meds because they work and can help you.This will assist you and help you feel better.
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