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im almost 15, ik stuck in a house with an abusive lady while my mom gets a restraining order on her ex that wants to kill usiv benn here for a month now and i miss my mom and im not sure shes safe, she wont answer her phone.i wasalready diagnosed with unexplained depression so now its really bad. i goo without eating for days. all i do is listen to music andthink about starting cutting again. iv worked hard to stop. i do not feel like doing anything at all. i think about suiside but im afraid of really doing it. i hope someone can help and not just say that im over reacting and im pathetic

[remar]

Who placed in the home with this lady, was it your mom or child protective services? Are you going to school. If so, get in to see your school counselor to talk about what's going on. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. If you feel the need to cut or hurt yourself in anyway you can call a teen hot line. Look in the phone book for a number. We're here to help and support you any way we can.

[mammo]

remar gave you good advice!  You need to talk to someone to find out how your mom is and to let authorities know that you're not safe where you are. Please don't lose hope, we're always here for you and have our support while you work thru this!  Big hugs......

[proud0282]

I agree with Remar!! Find someone who you can trust and tell them about everything. If your looking for someone to talk to you can email me at ***@**** i also have started a blog about my struggle with depression if you would be intrested in reading it heres the link...http://proud0282.blog.com/

[ku111]

You can call a National Teen Hotline at 1-800-448-3000.  I do think they maybe need to help you locate your mom.  It doesn't sound like you are in the best place.  I would be scared and confused also.  I do know your mom would never want you to hurt yourself.  No one does.  Regardless of what is going on YOU mean a lot!  Keep telling yourself this.  If you are in school, please talk to your school counselor and have them help you sort this out.  Lots of hugs to you!