self harm

I cut my wrist today , it wasn't my first time I have intentionally hurt myself, but I usually scratch, or burn my skin , I've never cut my wrists before, but today I did  and,,to tell the truth it felt really good, why have I taken this extra step and what can I do next time to try and stop myself ?

[Life360]

Hi bryjay, you really should get some counceling about this. Why did it feel good to cut your wrist? What type of work to you do?

[bryjay]

I guess it felt good cause I was letting out the bad from inside me , but I really don't know , and I don't work , I'm only 13 years old and I'm in second year at school, but when I get out of college and universityi want to be a social worker or a theripist , so. Can help people like me.

[remar]

Hurting yourself can take your mind off the mental pain you're feeling for awhile. I completely agree with the above poster. You need to get in to therapy. Is there an adult that you feel comfortable enough to talk to about what's going on?

[bryjay]

My dad and I are very close , but I feel like if I told him he would be dissapointed or feel like I let him down, and I wouldn't be able to Handel that , I would hurt myself further , mabey even end it x

[toni2251]

Hello
I'm not sure what you are going through but you need to talk to someone. When I was your age I to wanted to end it all but I know now that I really just needed help. You are not to young to get help. Please talk to someone!