I lost my confidence. I feel like I m finished. I can't continue my college bcoz of depression. I want hide myself from this cruel world. I could not enjoy anything. feel like y should I live.
Ok...so you have taken the right step. You have taken the initiative to get help for your depression, you have gotten the medication you needed. That's excellent! A lot of people know they have a problem and they don't bother to do anything about it. I believe that intelligence is within all of us. You cannot lose, you simply have to harness it. You have not lost your intelligence, it has been in hiding for 4 years. Your issue is confidence. I believe that you have spent 4 years shying away and putting yourself down. You need to renew yourself and not get back to the person you were, that's gone....you need to come into who you are now, and that is a smart, amazing person.
I wish you all the best.
Anna --