what is wrong with me

i think i am sick in the head idk what it is but some times i fill good like rill good than i can just git depresed i meen ther are things in my life gowing on that are not to cool lost my job kiked out my house but i dont think that is what is cosing this i downt drink or do drugs i think bekas i know it wuld push me off the eage ive ben to doctors whim i wass 16 and wass on meds welbutran but ben off it fore yers it seemed like it did help me but i have no job or insherinse and i downt think good aney more im rill moodey and eratbul things anoyey me esay and im sick of being broke and i have some bad idias on whays to git money idk im rilley loosing it i meen rilley what can you say if your fu@%d  your f&Ck#d right ?

[Venora Moonwind]

you arent screwed. there are stae programs to help you with therapy and meds. think about getting help this way and maybe think about going back to scholl to do something you have always wanted to do.You have options. you dont have to suffer. come here and talk all you want . we are here to help. Stay in touch and let me know how things work our for you.
Love Venora

[george73]

think of it this way... did you loose your job maybe because of something medication could have helped with? If you need it to hold down a job you will be alot farther ahead to get you meds. Good luck.