why the ****

i dont even know why i bother. I watch my parents argue each day. My dad and i always fight, i cant talk to my mum anymore and my brother whos supposed to be their has 'better things to do'
at school im always at the but of every joke, most of the teachers think im a dissapointment. The few friends i have dont notice that i cut my wrists ao when they asked i told them to leave me alone. Even before all this i suffered from depression. So why the fucl shouldnt i kill nyself if no one would care

[PeaceLove94]

Death isn't the way to go, I was in this situation long ago, go talk to a counselor and see what they have to say. Find friends that know what you're going through, they will know what to say and how to help. And so maybe your brother isn't being the good sibling he should be, that doesn't mean you're alone in this world. There are people who will listen and help.

[iamme234]

thought about what you said and i realized no one would really notice or care if i died