I think that much of my
fearFears and phobias stemsStem cell research from a couple of
isolatedIsolated sleep paralysis acts.
I had potential exposure to HIV that my DR told me was a slim chance at that. I was having protected
sexBuccal smear
Causes of sexual dysfunction
Child abuse - sexual
Delayed ejaculation
Erection problems
Female sexual dysfunction
Inhibited sexual desire
Orgasmic dysfunction
Puberty and adolescence
Rape
Safe sex with a girl I had never met, nor knew and the
condomCondoms
Female condoms broke. I pulled out immediately and totally freaked out about it. The next couple of months were some of the worst of my life- I had to wait a period of 3 months at least before any HIV test would hold water. I waited 3 months and then had a test and it was negative. As many people in these forums, I chose to dwell on the cases where there was seroconversion after 3 months, so I had another test after about 5 months and it too was negative-I have since engaged in oral
sexBuccal smear
Causes of sexual dysfunction
Child abuse - sexual
Delayed ejaculation
Erection problems
Female sexual dysfunction
Inhibited sexual desire
Orgasmic dysfunction
Puberty and adolescence
Rape
Safe sex with one girl, her on me, and also am concerned that I could have been exposed, not because I think she was positive, but because I think there is some minimal chance of exposure
I still in party believe that I am HIV positive, and I think every time something is wrong with me I am seeing some manifestation since weakened immune sys is part of the progression. My possible exposure was april 19 2003, almost a full 2 years ago. Do you think I am just another worry wart who will not accept a negative result and move on?
I have 2 follow up questions.
First do you think I can trust an HIV test 5 months after possible infection, or is 6 months or loner necessary to feel comfortable, and
Is my making a connection between some skin problem and hiv like thnking Cats and Frogs are related?
As far as alopecia areata, which you said could be at the root of my problem, I will see my dermatologist, and in the meantime, I am going to hope and pray its not related to HIV.
Thank you so much for your help and comfort