I've had a truly hideous sun damage/hormonal brown hyperpigmentation problem on my face for 8 years now. The worst part is that my acne, impetigo and chicken pox scars are snow white and so the total effect is terribly uneven and very, very obvious - I feel like a very ugly Smartie box.
So many dermatologists, so much sunblock, so many prescribed peroxide creams and absolutely no permanent result. Temporary, minor fading is the extent of efficacy.
The condition has caused me such poor self-esteem that it has driven me to consider suicide. I am too afraid to leave the house or let anyone see me without half and inch of thick foundation. For this reason, I will never have the confidence to have a partner.
I want to have chemical peels or laser treatment or something and NO ONE will help me or advise me for fear of not being able to help. I just want to fade it back a bit. I've long ago stopped hoping for a cure.
PLEASE tell me what to do.