Allow me to apolpgize about the length in advance.
About 1.5 years ago I got what I thought was a cold sore on my lower lip. It looked just like a medium-sized pimple and when I popped it (I know -- bad idea) regular yellow pus came out. It then proceeded to go away in about 3-4 days without scabbing or crusting. It hurt, but no worse than a comparatively sized pimple would on my forehead or nose.
I had not been with a girl for about 6 months when this had happen...in any sexual way including kissing. After that, I became scared and started applying some of my Azelex cream that I had used during my teenage years around my lips. I still use it to this day regularly because I am in fear that I will get more. I do want to say that I have very oily facial skin...maybe this is just a case of follicitis, but I had never had any prior to this date that I recognized around my lips.
Since then, I have had 2-3 other small pimples/cold sores on different parts. However, once every month or so I will get a small red mark somewhere around my lips...they are not bumps, nor do they hurt, but I cannot help but think it is a possible cold sore and therefore I apply more azelex cream. They usually start with what looks like a small brown freckle. They then proceed to go away in about a days time. The cream helps...maybe I can answer some of my own questions if I knew whether or not azelex could possibly help eradicate a cold sore.
Also, the two bottom corners of my mouth are always a slight red color as if irritated, but they are not. If I press on my inner lip I can see many small white-yellow dots and again get fearful that they may be cold sores erupting. About four months ago I began taking lysine daily -- again, out of paranoia. It seemed to relieve a bit of the redness and help, but it all may be in my head as well. The stress is certainly getting to me, although I have learned to deal with it over time. I know that I should not be embarrassed, but yet i cannot help it. Ideally, I want to get back to my regular life...I'm afraid to sweat and even touch anywhere around my lips for fear that I might cause one to occur. Perhaps I just need more education on the subject.
Either way, thank you very much for your help in advance!