I couldn't stop crying some month

I'v had a long distance relationship,he is living in europe and i'm in asia...at first i knew that this relationship could'nt work but he told that be positive and he will be come back to our country and he prefer to live in our country ...and we can be together more ...he came 2 times to our country and told when he get a job he can come more than that...and we have a virtual relationship for 1 year and he was passionate about me and all i can do for him was just showing myself on webcam...and he enjoy it...but i did'nt get any feeling from him  and i always just dream about the time when he will be back and we can be  realy together,but after 1 year he broke up with me...and now it's been 9 month that i am depressed ...and now we are just friends...and my feeling still unsatisfied...sometimes angry,sometimes depressed,and when i tell him i like to be with him he say he can't make commitment and he just like me but tired of long distance relationship and I just getting more and more depressed and blame myself...I couldn't go on like this...and i couldn't finish this damn relationship.what should i do?

[mhsa]

and I couldn't stop thinking about him and his life and i couldn't manage my behaviour to him,I could'nt act friendly sometimes,somtimes friendly sometimes anxious...but always depressed!

[jrobertson20]

I think you need to cut him out of your life for good.  I know that seems kind of harsh but if you keep him as a friend and talk to him it's just going to hurt every single time.  You need to get a fresh start and unfortunatly I think that means letting him go 100%.  You could also go and see a therapist and they can help you work through all your feeling and emotions.  Plus it will give you somebody you can vent to.  You don't deserve to be sitting around feeling depressed.  You deserve to be loved.  Good luck and I am so sorry you have to go through this pain.